I am done with the games, just because i am a good student, he thinks he jcan make me fail by the end of the year. I had to have my boyfriend get my books from school because my brother refused to!!! i am just so sick of it.1Also, my PARENTS came home from vacation and treated me like shit!
i wanted to 
them so bad! i am so tired of being treated like a 
! I want to feel the 
but obviously my parents could care less about me because they were all excited to see my brother. I was so pissed..... he misbehaved and did whatever the hell he wanted when my grandparents had their backs turned and they found out and they were like "it's okay.... we won't tell." What kind of fucking grandparents do that? But i told my grandma i was going to see my boyfriend and she was like "You're not fucking going anywhere!" I seriously am never talking to my grandparents again and i think i'm murdering my brother when he's sleeping tonight!!!!!!2I feel like i am a piece of
IT's like my parents don't care about anything but my brother, they never cared about me and they never will but the issue is that i want to get a job but my dad was like, "no, you have sports you don't need a job." and i said how i needed money so that i can get a phone and pay the bill and he said "You don't know what the hell you need. A phone is last on your priorities!" But i need a phone for when i'm not home and need to get ahold of them but my father says otherwise! and i think that thatis bullshit. i am 17 years old and don't have a pho ne because i can't pay for it because i don't have a job but i'm not allowed to get a job or anything!!! So why should i be alive if my 1) my mom abused me and hates me 2) i am not loved
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♥ i mean not many people help me out with these kinds of situations so i'll try my hardest and i want to do criminal justice so i'm really drived by that and the sports that i play too!
