Soooo....
Yesterday, during the four thirty showing of the movie Valkyrie at the local movie theatre at me town I received my first kiss
And from none other than the boy who I've written all my poetry about lately. Which makes it even better, it wasn't just a kiss from any boy or a boy that I sorta liked.
It was from the boy I really, truly and deeply care for and have wanted all year.
My only problem is that I don't really know where we stand. He never officially asked me out or anything. He said some really adorable things during the movie and texting me afterwards, but then he'd just talked about like the physical stuff we did.
I don't know if he wants me to be his girlfriend or just to be his make out body.
I want to be his girlfriend, but if that's not what he wants me to do I'm afraid I'll turn into someone I don't want to be, a friend with benefits. I care for him so much and I think that may mess with my judgement, you know? Better to have something rather than nothing at all.
But I want to be his, all his. I just wanna be his girl....
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