Okay i really dont know how much more i can take..
everyone i know is dieing.. they eather kill themself, or someone kills them..
its not fair. i try to help but it dont do any Fucken good...no matter what they do it anyways.. i just dont know what to do..i cant take it anymore..
Im tired of losing people..
im tired of having no one to go too,
im tired of everything..
drama,
school,
death,
heart breaks,
being used..
i am just gonna delete everything and,
just not talk, date, fuck, go out..with and to everyone...
Maybe i should just be locked in my room....
grrr.. i dont know if i should be mad or sad..again.
After Ben died i felt like this..
grr.. grr..grr... i just want to SCREAM..
I dont mean to make this all about my self..
but grr..
GRRRR..
i just.. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
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poor sweetheart =[
i hope you feel better. -
itll be okay
eventually
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