Im done hiding in the shame,
or fake shame..
im done letting people tell me how i should be,
how im going to be,
and what im going to do.
ohh well,
im going to let my mom read all of this..
maybe going to have hell to pay.
but itll be worth it.
Im in love,
and i plan to be with this guy for as long as he wants me..
approval or none..
i mean honestly..
should we have to wait till were eighteen to have some regard in how our life is run, and to have a say so in decisions made about us??
eighteen.
i hate that number.
it seems to be lifes favorite though.
my boyfriends leaving till hes eighteen.
stupid foster care system..
not that mom would have let me see him if he stayed..
im stuck here till im eighteen..
let freedom ring??
yah right,
more lie being passed around like an appetizer..
well you can keep your bull shit.
Ill make myself free,
eventually...
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