I can't seem to shake this. It hurts so much, I just sat there and watched. I wanted to yell, wanted to scream. This just wasn't how it was suposed to happen.
I hate how I feel, I hate that I feel like I let someone I loved get hurt. Like I let someone who means so much to me make a decion that shouldn't have been made. Like I had the option to step in and stop it, but I didn't.
I don't think I will be able to feel better about this ever.
It will always hurt me in a way. I didn't do anything......
I feel horrible.....
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Well, I don't know what you're talking about so I'm afraid I'll say the wrong thing but I felt like I owe you some support. After all, you've always been there for me. Don't you ever think, even for a second, that you can't talk to me. Because I can't stand to see anything but a smile on my sweet Serenity's face.
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It's just complicated...
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Well, I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on. Now, smile or I'll kill you! jk...
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