My patience is growing thin with Kevin I feel he is not trying hard enough to want to make this work. He knows how I have been unstable lately and he won't even try to support me. I just wish he would face the reality, he's living in a fantasy right now his mom is buying everything and doing everything for him and that's not what life is about. I know I shouldn't be the one to say that but I've tried so hard to get him motivated, but nothing seems to work.
I guess I can't judge him because whenever good things come to me I mess it up badly. It's like look Chemy's so happy let's help her ruin it. Great huh. I'm such a bad person and I feel like maybe I was born in this world to make everyone unhappy.
I know my life has been crappy, but that's my fault i just wish Kevin would leave me because he deserves so much better. Maybe he will get rid of his laziness.
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