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<3... May 7 2009

I figured I would type up a journal entry for a change just to let out what is going on in my life that has me severly stressed out.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*I am so stressed and depressed beyond belief but I owe it to Jason to keep me going. If it wasn't for him I would be falling to total pieces and probably would have already given in.. Giving in seems like a definte option but, I have stopped myself and thought of what I would lose and that is a long list.


1. My family( mom, dad, sister and  her two beautiful kids who I would not be able to see grow up and everyone else.)
2. My wonderful sweetheart--Jason. ( hey baby if you are reading this....read my mind too...I say... I......LOVE......YOU!)
ok ok I really dont wanna type out the whole list it would be never ending.

There has been an awful lot of family tension- my dad just lost his job and my mom is unable to work. It was usually My sister, my dad, and I supprting the family so they wouldnt go homeless. Now I am scared that the house will get foreclosed.  Everyone in the household seems to be falling apart.


Just this little bit of what was said helped a bit so I dont got much time gotta go. 


~*~**~*~*AUTUMN MARIE~*~*~*~*~*~ 

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  • Angel Eyed Baby
    May 7
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    i know.


  • Polkadot Cadaver
    May 7
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    No matter how tough or bad things get...you won't be alone through any of it...with someone at your side things are alot easier...just look next to you ..I'm there now and forever and always
    Love Jason

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