Jaiadoretu.• Show poetry

& silence frightens me, because it screams the truth.  ~

 

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name: mackenzie . ( i go by ken though- jokes with some .. classic old friends. )

age: 15
sex: female
relationship status: single.
other: bisexual
genre: emo - scene - goth - rocker - punk
beliefs: pagan.

message me .. i dont bite

ahhh , well what can I say ? i may be classified as an emo, but I am quite a crazy one at that. I recently lost a dear sister of mine last year, tradgic ? yes. it really is true, that you dont know what you have until its gone. im the kind of person, who keeps on laughing over an incident that happened over 2 hours ago, just replaying the moment in her head .. yeeap , im a dork .. i love green , red , blue. gots myself , a sister , 2 brothers, 3 step brothers, and one hell-of-an-ass step sister. i have problems, i agree , but so does everyone else ! I was tested for being bi-polar last year, so watch out you flaming homos. I am very random, so if you dont mind me shouting things like 'ELMO' or 'STUPID ASS BLACK FLYING FUCKING BIRDS', then youll enjoy talking to me. Im 15, and long- wavy blonde hair and blue eyes- except for the fact they change on my mood or the weather.. basically - hazel, blue, or grey; then.. oh ! i gots aphenphosmphobia, which means i have a fear of being touched.  ~ quick fact , when i swear-  i mean it in the nicest way possible !
what i like:
- smileeey faces.
-music
-friends
-makeup

-demons

-monkeys

-gay boys.

-highschool
-elmo
-hello kitty
-raaandom

bands: blood on the dance floor, three days grace, atreyu, a day to remember, hellogoodbye, le disko, daft punk, exit ten, hollywood undead, underoath, anberlin, artist vs. poet, fireflight, box car racer, and many more. im a woman, of many choices ..

anime is deffinatly what i live for. my best friend kayla, is like me- crazy, 'emo', shes just 16 and im 15, thats the difference. she is a fantastic drawer, and her anime is amazing ! .

i get fed up with those rich snobs, preps, and jocks. they make me want to punch there lights out, and believe me- i will.

╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on your
║╩╣║║║║║ page if you are emo
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ or support emos xx


come to the dark side ..

we have cookies
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xoxo.


sister: hereinyourarms

                                ****

It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
Through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten
There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
And there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
But seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

But the day pressed on like crushing weights
For no man does it ever wait
Like memories of dying days
That deafen us like hurricanes
Bathed in flames we held the brand
Uncurled the fingers in your hand
Pressed into the flesh like sand
Now do you understand?

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

1000 miles away
There's nothing left to say
But so much left that I don't know
We never had a choice
This world is too much noise
It takes me under
It takes me under once again
I don't hate you
I don't hate you

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no 


                                       -_-_-

i adore bubble tea, long walks, friends, anime, sisters, brothers, writing, diary, hot topic.
im odd , i wear striped tights with a zebra dress. im one of those people you see on the streets, looking like lady gaga - the style - ( faawk , i hate her. ) .. but then again , im quite normal .. i have my days ,

who doesnt ?


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                           i aint the type to mess with.