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Staind-Epiphany

Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles
'Cause my words get in my way.
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away
'Cause I can't take anymore of this,
I wanna come apart,
or dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart

'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for attention,
yet I always try to hide
'Cause I'll talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed.

'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said




"Buddha once said, 'To be idle is a short road to death.' "-Travis
"Isn't that a little extreme?"-Robbie
"It just means 'if you snooze, you lose.' So if you have something you believe in, you'd better stand up for it."-Travis
-Radio Free Roscoe episode You Choose You Lose

"The more you want something, the less attainable it becomes."
-Travis, RFR

“All I’m saying is you need to be careful of people you feel inexplicably drawn too. You might get so lost in their world that you lose yourself”
-Travis, RFR


"You don't get to break my heart and comfort me too."
-Degrassi


"You remind me of the times when I knew who I was."
-Story of the Year

"I am everything you want, I am everything you need. I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be. I say all the right things at exactly the right time, but I mean nothing to you and you don't know why."
-Vertical Horizon

"Whether you think you're good or you think you're bad, you're only thinking of yourself."-in a story told by my EFY counselor


"Have You Got It In You?"-Imogen Heap

It takes a lot...to be always on form...
It takes a lot.
I maybe not...all the time, all I've got...
Maybe not.

Been one of those days...
Safety first, don't push...what's the hurry?
One nerve remaining, waiting on one look....have you got it?
Have you got it in you?
Have you got it in you?

All at once, not a whisper, nor word.
Then all at once...
Let me have it all, let me have a battle on,
Easy target,
Look can we just...just get it over with.
It's getting worse, against all the odds...
It's getting worse.
(Guard down, floor's yours, last man standing can we, just get it over with.)

Been one of those days...
Safety first, don't push...don't push me...what's the hurry?
Cause there's One nerve remaining, waiting on one look,
One look now...have you got it?
Have you got it in you?
Have you got it in you?

Blue blue day make me blue...
Head down, quick! Take cover, big girl in a mood.
Blue you, make me anymore blue?
Long spin shout power clean right out of your suit.

One more, one more, one more, one more

Been one of those days...
Safety first, don't push...what's the hurry?
One nerve remaining, waiting on one look...have you got it?
Have you got it in you?
Have you got it in you?
Have you got it in you?
Have you got it in you?


Songs I am currently stuck on:

Candle-White Tie Affair
Stiff Kittens-Blaqk Audio
Clear the Area by Imogen Heap
Time to Pray by Andrea
Big City Dreams by NeverShoutNever
But Home is Nowhere by AFI
I can Walk on Water, I can Fly by Basshunter
Jupiter, Bringer of Jollity-Gustav Holst
Cave-Muse
Flying High-Dj Splash (DXC remix)

Music is my drug.

"I don't love you, I'm just passing the time. You would love me if I knew how to lie. But who could love me? I am out of my mind. Throwing a line out to sea. To see if I can catch a dream."-from She Had the World by Panic at the Disco.

"candy makes everything magical"-Kylee


according to a thing of quizilla I am: 21% emo, 18% (what???), 15% jock (huh?), 12% girly, 21% nerd (only 21%?) and 6% thug

I play piano.

More random facts about me:

When people mention book burnings, I feel like crying
My favorite class is journalism.
I am in Spanish IV. My Spanish name is Marisol. (It means sunny sea)
I hate math...SO much!
Pandas are awesome!
sometimes I over-analyze things...
my favorite anime are Serial Experiments: Lain and RahXephon. They are both amazing! I recommend them both!
I love windy nights! They're so inspiring!
I'm a staff writer for my school newspaper, The Cub
When I "grow up" I want to major in English or journalism and minor in Spanish

I have arthritis. And arthritis IS NOT just for old people.
I have fibromyalgia. It's like constantly having the flu. The fatigue can get very bad.
I have a movement disorder called essential tremor. The tremor is mild right now. It is sometimes embarrassing and will get worse with age.

I'm bringing this up mainly to educate people about it. I don't go around telling people about it much at school because I don't want to be one of those whiny, "I have every disease possible" person. If you have a question about any of these conditions, ask me.



ABOUT MY USERNAME: it comes from the anime RahXephon. In the anime, ixtli is a muse that takes the form of the person that means to most to the instumentalist. To the main character of the show, his ixtli is a girl he used to know. (which is actually Haruka when she was younger...but it gets kind of complex)