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Too many days, I've gone through knowing you.
This is the last time I'll say I love you.
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So here's my heart,
Yes, you still have it.
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You're like a villan to my heart
And it feels like the hero's never coming.
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I just don't want to remember those details,
Those are the things that make me want to go back.
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It all comes down to this one thing:
Love - whether I was what you wanted or if I was nothing.
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Every memory I keep locked inside...
Your voice
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There's not much to say about you,
Since I don't know that much about you.
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Some days I can go for hours at a time
And you'll never once enter my mind.
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How many times have you broken my heart?
How many times have I given into my feelings for you?
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With days and dreams and nights and shadows
Completely surrounding me
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Every reassurance my mind constructs,
I fully understand is untrue...
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But nothing compares to the realization
of knowing that I lost you.
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You know me better.
You know the truth.
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I'm already dead inside.
Why should I keep going?
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How did I think I could possibly
Go two weeks without you talking with me?
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The moon looked so gorgeous in your eyes tonight.
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And I'm not sure exactly how I've been able to
Keep my mind from drifting away and thinking about you
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Because that thought almost makes me smile.
I won't see you in awhile.
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I've got to face it
You're lying to me
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Everyone's given up on me
Except you.
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You've taken it away.
My happiness, my joy
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Are you ready to see
Another side of me?
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Our long conversations
Full of mostly nothing
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One last laugh in our conversation
One last moment of silence that's actually comfortable
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Until I can finally find
A remedy for this insincerity
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Like wildfire.
Make it quick.
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I can't believe how you were always on my mind.
I can't believe how I didn't see how many times you could've lied.
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It's hard for me to believe
That I could be so naive.
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Might seem crazy but its true.
I'm really not sure how long I can go without talking to you.
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by emochild
3 lines, 3 comments,
on Jun 14 1:16 PM 2004. In Angst
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I'm okay.
Yeah. I'm okay.
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It's hard enough to really love you.
You're just trying to make this hard for me....
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Remember me as I am now
For it won't be long before
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