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where did you go
you left me here
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the sickly feeling comes over my body
the memories of me and you
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The warmth of the sun on my face
slowly turns into a cold chilling breeze
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i am dead in a body that is alive
i am dead in a soul that has no depth
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Feeling that confusion is my middle name
and death is my presence
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but when its just not enough
you go to the next step
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i lay on the bed
with devilish thoughts in my head
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why cant you take me for who i am
and what i look like now
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i slip in and out of consiousness
its getting harder to breath
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pain consumes me
swallows me whole
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"There is a bright side to everything, You just have to learn to see it through the darkness" By- J Rhys Davies"
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cut away at your arm
and then pour steaming hot wax
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all this anger built up inside
has to find its way out
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every moment my pain shows through
everyone can see
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we have to live with the way things are now
struggle through
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slit my wrists
and bite my tongue
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i need someone
to help me get through this cruel world
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you tell me one thing
yet you do another
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lies and deceit
crimson tears and torture
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blood in my left hand
razor in my rigt hand
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just so alone
thats all there is to it
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Its funny how we grow up
once so Innocent and cute
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bloody thoughts rolling in your head
bloody intentions written on your bed
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blood, pouring from my eyes
pouring from my arms
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Lost in a maze of feelings
with routes going every which-way
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scream at the top of my lungs
no one hears
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tear me apart
like a huge pack of wolfs
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i just want to scream
i just want to cry
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frustration rolls in my head
cant think straight
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just leave me be
your always asking what wrong
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the same old words
"i just want to die"
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crimson tears
cant validate your fears
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sometimes the feeling is great
sometimes the feeling is unbearable
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cant escape from them
they will souround you in a dark corner
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why are you such an ass
why are you so horrible to me sometimes
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