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There are two sides of me- talking to me, each in their own
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Thought become actions, and I fall behind a crowd.
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No silence, just the screaming of mangled bodies.
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Boom, boom the sound of my heart awakens me
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Not quite sure what it means, to live without fighting
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How long have I lived like this? How long have I wished it was all a dream?
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There is sorrow within me, and yet its too late to let go.
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It's not what it seems, the shadows that lurk are only in the minds eye,
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There is a doorway, I know it is here somewhere,
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I refuse to be what you wanted, you twisted me into a person I don't want to be,
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Repremand me, keep me from feeling,
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There is chaos within my mind, the confines cannot possibly hold so much,
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Relapse, sweaty hands and broken cycles starving for affection,
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Every word is stained in blood, and every tear is kept for a secret time.
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I can't stand to look in the mirror, all I see is sadness and pain,
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I lost my motivation to write, but i don't know why,
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Cold as ice, your heart is breaking always yours for the taking.
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Look into his eyes and you do not see anger, it is sadness fused with
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Problematic solutions, puzzles even the smartest man.
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Second from the thoughts in his mind he cannot stand the anger...
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It makes my skin crawl Your voice...It sinks into me...
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You, my friend, will never read this. I know, I saw you...you were buried,
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I don't want to be the one you come up to
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This is my mind filled with doubt
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She bows her head over blank pages her mind filled with sadness.
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I tried to mask all the hate I hold. Hate for myself
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I tried so hard To become who I am today
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Anger coursing through the veins, easily offended, I guess he's to blame.
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It feels like I will never ammount
to anything,
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The pieces of me have become almost nonexistant
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It seems I have no where to turn.
I long for help, I need a way out
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Downward spiral into turmoil and rehabilitaion.
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"What can we discuss?" You ask with genuine interest.
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LAck of sleep, long days ahead.
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I wish I had the right words to tell you how much you mean,
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