Innocence jaded.xx at All poetry

it's simple;

fuck being agreeable.

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Last seen 1 day ago. Member since February 3, 2006.
I'm a hidden phosphate poet for 4,320 comments.
My mood is , and quote is "idontknowhowifeelanymore".
I am a 16 year old girl (United States)
When I'm not writing, I'm living my life.
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I am in the groups A Dirty Pretty Group, Captivate, Graphic Challenge Zone, Love or Life, The Cyanide Posse, UNPLANNED as unexpected as you, blackberry picking, the asylum rounds
I have 4,320 comments, 73 contests, 16 columns, 326 poems, 3 journals

Poems I'm focused on

out of time.

70 lines, 7 comments, July 22
i'm only human, & that's my saving grace.

87 lines, 16 comments, June 11
i'll give you everything i have; the good, the bad.

94 lines, 12 comments, June 9
p.s. things will get better.

good morning, shattered lullaby;

43 lines, 9 comments, June 8
twice removed.

40 lines, 24 comments, May 25
in my head there's only you now.

'i can't do this anymore;'
[five words that would change everything,]

25 lines, 41 comments, December 3, 2008

presentiment rounds; round 1: stepping out of your comfort zone.

Welcome to the official beginning of the presentiment rounds contest (: Please follow the link below to the column for all details and concerns, and if you have and questions, feel free to contact me, and i will do

500 points, ended November 19, 16 entries

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i'm alone, with or without you.

i was done, and my hands were free of exhaustion and insecurities that trembled
from my shoulder blades. i was done, and the bullet that penetrated my heart

63 lines, 3 comments, November 10
until now, i never got too far from hoping for your heart.

i was hoping for recognition; something that sprinkled from the accumulating clouds when happiness seemed irrelevant. i was hoping for you,

69 lines, 5 comments, October 18
the seasons have changed and so have i.

a moment tugs at your tonsils, and it's either grasped by prickly calloused hands or is enveloped in golden glitter. of course it's artific

50 lines, 6 comments, September 29
i hope you always find a reason to smile.

i collide against the satin sheets and cotton pillows, curling my body to the point where my elbows slipped against my kneecaps. i envision

7 lines, 6 comments, September 28

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what the fuck.

1 everyone's a fucking liar nowadays. it's all excuses that seriously come from people's mouths. whether it's an excuse for feeling something, an excuse for not feeling something, an excuse for not wanting to do something, or just a flat out fucking excuse to ditch and do something else. 2 3 how can yo

September 20, 400 words. → 7 comments, Add one?
confession #2; you wanted [more].

I refuse to let you make me feel like this again so here’s your chance to leave every open-ended emotion behind; it’s all about what’s now, not what happened then so you won’t see me on my knees begging you to make up your mind. You’ve swallowed shame and coughed up blame and you stil

January 2, In Contemplative, Diary, My life, My own personal thoughts, Personal. 500 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
confession #1; i don't know how to get it back.

Confession #1; you're taken. & I’ve been toying with the idea of you belonging to me for months now, and I’ve countlessly unwrapped various situations where the possibility was as extravagant as the bulbs that lit up a Christmas tree. In the end, I’m either left hurt, hopeless, incomplete, or okay.

December 21, 2008, In Diary, My own personal thoughts, Thoughts. 200 words. → 8 comments, Add one?

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