things you don't really want to know about me:
music-> Top Three Faves... The Distillers (spinnerette), Rehab, and Silversun Pickups
movies-> The Terminal, The Kingdom, Dead Man On Campus, Bringing Out The Dead, Reign Over Me, Angel Eyes
authors-> Khaled Hosseini, EE Cummings
painters-> you've never heard of them
food-> Asian, Middle-Eastern
I'm 17 years old, I like messing around with paint-all kinds. I have to turn the tv off whenever a burger king ad comes on... I'm going to start training to become a paramedic when I graduate...and all I ever used to want to do was write. I sort of lost the ability to though, and this is just me not ready to accept that yet. I used to have articles and stories published in papers, and I was winning awards for my writing since elementary school. I don't know what happened. Something changed, and now I can't write anymore.
Thats why I decided to become a paramedic instead. It's also why one of my favorite movies is Bringing Out The Dead.
I don't really care much about my own life, so I figured I should spend it trying to save others. Its not a heroic thing I ever plan on doing, its just desperation.
I hate myself a little more everyday, and I honestly can't tell you I'm looking forward to my future. I'm trying though.
I don't want apologies to be the only thing I have to leave behind when I die.
Somedays I like acting stupid and making people laugh, but most days I'm dragging my feet around.
thats all I feel like telling you for now. If I did a good enough job, you shouldn't want to know anymore than that.
music-> Top Three Faves... The Distillers (spinnerette), Rehab, and Silversun Pickups
movies-> The Terminal, The Kingdom, Dead Man On Campus, Bringing Out The Dead, Reign Over Me, Angel Eyes
authors-> Khaled Hosseini, EE Cummings
painters-> you've never heard of them
food-> Asian, Middle-Eastern
I'm 17 years old, I like messing around with paint-all kinds. I have to turn the tv off whenever a burger king ad comes on... I'm going to start training to become a paramedic when I graduate...and all I ever used to want to do was write. I sort of lost the ability to though, and this is just me not ready to accept that yet. I used to have articles and stories published in papers, and I was winning awards for my writing since elementary school. I don't know what happened. Something changed, and now I can't write anymore.
Thats why I decided to become a paramedic instead. It's also why one of my favorite movies is Bringing Out The Dead.
I don't really care much about my own life, so I figured I should spend it trying to save others. Its not a heroic thing I ever plan on doing, its just desperation.
I hate myself a little more everyday, and I honestly can't tell you I'm looking forward to my future. I'm trying though.
I don't want apologies to be the only thing I have to leave behind when I die.
Somedays I like acting stupid and making people laugh, but most days I'm dragging my feet around.
thats all I feel like telling you for now. If I did a good enough job, you shouldn't want to know anymore than that.
- Last seen on Feb 4 11:04 PM 2008. Member since January 20, 2008.
- I'm a emerald dog poet for 5 comments.
- I am a 17 year old girl (United States)
- I have 5 comments, 4 poems
My Poetry
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blood red city streets fall
flip side up -
The bass resonating
of jet engines waiting at gates42 lines, 1 comment, January 24, 2008. In Other, My own style -
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water falls from stone basins and water falls
