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im alexandra ..alex for short please call me alex im 15 yrs in love with a freally nice guy but at the mo he wnt speak to me im emo and bii luv alot of rock music and emo music basically my whole life i fucked up i dont have meny friends but the ones i have i keep close but are loosing very slowley im a very emotion person and will cry at anything even if theres nuthing to cry at i live with my gran and grandad as my dad live in reading and mu my died when i was 4 so i only get to see my dad when were on holiday which is sad i gte bullyed allot by my family and are compleatly different to even one else on my family i love being different and not like everyone else i can be very talkative when it come to sumne talking to me im very shy around people and wont talk to anyone i dnt no unless it in an agrument iv only ever cut 2 and that was a mistake but i had my resons and have massive depression thing which makes me very angey then i loose alot of people around me becoz they dnt really no wot to do and i wanna thank my friend from stopping me from being dead if it wernt for her i would not be alive and i luv her very much but ive still tyed to kill my self when she not around i guess its not sumthing i can control people call me suicidal but they dnt really no y and i sutimes express that through my poems

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Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a t-shirt that barely cover anything?

Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more *bunny* from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

I'm not laughing

Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

keep on laughing

Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her LIFE

BRAVE ISN'T GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE *bunny*S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF *bunny*ING AND DODGING RUMORS

keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.

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