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Never leave the one you love for the one you like,
for the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
~unknown~

i can't remember where i read this. i wish i could though, cuz this isn't all of the poem i think. but since i can't remember where i saw it i can't update it. i dunno...if anyone knows due tell.

Man in my head-"Are you sure you want to do this?"
Me-"Well no, but I'm never sure of anything...I'm serious I can never just be sure of something."
Man in my head-"Really? Are you sure?"
Me-"Yeah I'm sure that I'm always unsure about everything....I think..."
Man in my head-"Okay then.."

SILENCE

Hey, My name's Jessica and I'm really 17 despite what my age thingy says. I'm more of a story writer than a poetry writer. I just never seem to finish stories though. I like to write torture stories and i'm trying to start one write now. Plus i'm writing a few other stories so hopefully they'll be on here soon. But yeah I can't think of what else to write except I hope you enjoy reading my stuff.

I'D JUST LIKE TO GIVE A THANKS TO MY AP SISTER CODENAMECASSIE she has been great..she's a really great writer and i just want to thank her for her comments on my stories..so THANKS

CROSSFADE
COLOR LYRICS

Can you feel it crush you does it seem to bring the worst in you
out
There's no running away from these things that hold you down
Do they compicate you because they make you feel like this
of all the colors that you've shine this is surely not your
best
But you should know these colors that you're shining are

Surely not the best colors that you shine

I know you feel alone yeah and no one else can figure you out
But don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down
Well they'd love to save you don't you know they love to see you
smile
But these colors that you've shined are surely not your style

I know you're feeling like you're lost you've drifted way to
far
But you should know these colors you're shinig are surely not
the best


THE EXIES LYRICS
"Ugly"

Are you ugly?
A liar like me?
A user, a lost soul?
Someone you don’t know
Money it’s no cure
A Sickness so pure
Are you like me?
Are you ugly?

[Chorus]
We are dirt, we are alone
You know we're far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it’s far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we're far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?

Turn a blind eye
Why do I deny?
Medicate me
So I die Happy
A strain of cancer
Chokes the answers
Are you like me?
A liar like me?

[Chorus]

I don’t care, you don’t care
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, just like me
I blame you, you blame me
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, like me

[Chorus]

Are you Ugly? [X3]


GreenDay American Idiot Lyrics:

Don't want to be an American Idiot
Don't want a nation under the new media
Can you hear the sound of hysteria?
The subliminal mind f*ck America

[Chorus]
Welcome to a new kind of tension
All across the alien nation Where everything isn't meant to be O.K.
Television dreams of tomorrow
We're not the ones who're meant to follow
For that's enough to argue

Maybe I am the f*ggot America
I'm not a part of a redneck agenda
Now everybody do the propaganda
And sing along to the age of paranoia

(Chorus)

Don't wanna be an American Idiot
One nation controlled by the media
Information age of hysteria
It's calling out to Idiot America(tm)

(Chorus)

GreenDay Holiday Lyrics:

(say hey) Hear the sound of the falling rain,
Coming down like an Armageddon flame,
The shame,
The ones who died without a name,
Hear the dogs howling out of key,
To a hymn called "Faith and Misery",
And bleed,
the company lost the war today

I beg to dream and differ,
From the hollow lies,
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On Holiday

Hear the drum pounding out of time,
Another protester has crossed the line,
To find the money's on the other side,
Can I get another Amen?(AMEN)
There's a flag wrapped around the score of men, (hey)
A gag,
A plastic bag on a monument

I beg to dream and differ,
From the hollow lies,
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On Holiday

The representative from California has the floor

Zieg Heil to the president gas, man,
Bombs away is your punishment,
Pulverize the Eiffel towers,
Who criticize your government,
Bang, Bang goes the broken glass and,
Kill all the fags that don't agree,
Trials by fire setting fire,
Is not a way that's meant for me,
Just cause,
Just cause because we're outlaws, yeah!

I beg to dream and differ,
From the hollow lies,
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives,
I beg to dream and differ,
From the hollow lies,
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives

This is our lives on holiday

Marilyn Manson 1996 Lyrics:

anti choice
anti girl
I am the anti-flag unfurled
anti white and anti law
I got the anti-future plan
anti fascist
anti mod
I am the anti-music god
anti sober
anti whore
there will never be enough of anti more
I can't believe in the things
that don't believe in me
now it's your turn to see misanthropy
anti people now you've gone too far
here's your antichrist superstar
anti money
anti hate
anti things I fucked and ate
anti cop
anti fun
here is my anti-president gun
anti Satan
anti black
anti world is on my back
anti gay and anti dope
I am the faggot anti-pope
(bridge)
(chorus)
anti peace
anti life
anti husband, anti wife
anti song and anti me
I don't deserve a chance to be
(chorus)

Marilyn Manson Antichrist Superstar Lyrics:

you built me up with your wishing hell
I didn't have to sell you
you threw your money in the pissing well
you do just what they tell you
REPENT, that's what I'm talking about
I shed the skin to feed the fake
REPENT, that's what I'm talking about
whose mistake am I anyway?
Cut the head off
Grows back hard
I am the hydra
now you'll see your star
prick your finger it is done
the moon has now eclipsed the sun
the angel has spread its wings
the time has come for bitter things (chorus)
the time has come it is quite clear
our antichrist
is almost here...
it is done

Crossfade Dead Skin Lyrics:

So I'm the king
Of all these things
Of this mess I have made
Such a waste
What a shame
My whole life is a fake

Well I'm a bore
And I'm sure
I'm a thorn inside you
That has torn at you for years

The alcohol
The demerol
These things never could replace
What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face

I'm a bore and I'm sure
I'm a thorn inside of you
That has torn at me for years

I can't get out of this dead skin
I can't shed my skin
I'm not sure where to begin
Why can't I begin again
I can't get under my dead skin
I can't shed my dead skin
Can I sleep til then

Phenobarbita and alcohol
These two surely will do
To knock me out
Keep me down atleast a day or two


When I'm awake
I can taste how bitter I've become
And it's more than I can bare somedays
I pray someone will blow me away

Make it quick
But let it burn
So I can feel my life fade

Well I'm a waste and I can taste
How bitter I've become
And It's more than I can bare
I can't shed my skin
I can't shed my skin


System of a Down BYOB Lyrics:

Why do they always send the poor?
My God is of Bible blood with pointed ears
Victorious, victorious steel
Can your spending kneel?
Marching forward hypocritic
And hypnotic computers
You depend on our protection
Yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth
La la la la la la la la la la
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine
Kneeling roses
Disappearing into Moses' dry mouth
Breaking into Fort Knox
Stealing our intentions
Every city, gripped in oil
Crying freedom!
Handed to obsoletion
Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth
la la la la la la la la la la
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine
Blast off, it's party time
And we all live in a fascist nation
Blast off, it's party time
And where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Kneeling roses
Disappearing into Moses' dry mouth
Breaking into Fort Knox
Stealing our intentions
Every city, gripped in oil
Crying freedom!
Handed to a obsoletion
Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth
la la la la la la la la la la
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sun
Where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
They always send the poor!
They always send the poor!

Weezer Beverly Hills Lyrics:

Where I come from isn't all that great
My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me

I didn't go to boarding schools
Preppie girls never looked at me
Why should they?
I ain't nobody
Got nothing in my pocket

Beverly Hills
That's where I want to be
Livin' in Beverly Hills
Beverly Hills
Rolling like a celebrity
Livin' in Beverly Hills

Look at all those movie stars
They're all so beautiful and clean
When the housemaids scrub the floors
They get the spaces in between

I wanna live a life like that
I wanna be just like a king
Take my picture by the pool
'cause I'm the next big thing

Beverly Hills
That's where I want to be
Livin' in Beverly Hills
Beverly Hills
Rolling like a celebrity
Livin' in Beverly Hills

The truth is I don't stand a chance
It's something that you're born into
And I just don't belong

No I don't
I'm just a no-class beat down fool
And I will always be that way
I might as well enjoy my life
And watch the stars play

Beverly Hills
That's where I want to be
Livin' in Beverly Hills
Beverly Hills
Rolling like a celebrity
Livin' in Beverly Hills

Beverly Hills
Beverly Hills
Beverly Hills
Beverly Hills
Livin in Beverly Hills

Liam Lynch I'm All Bloody Inside Lyrics:

Well I'm just a bag of guts and stuff,
And I'm all bloody inside.
A thin layer of skin is all that holds it in,
And I'm all bloody inside.
And if you see me, oh,
Don't want to be me, no,
You'd probably close your eyes,
And inside me well it's dark and gross as hell,
I'm not a pretty sight,
Cause and I'm all bloody inside.
I'm just a walkin' talkin’ bag of guts and stuff,
And I'm all bloody inside.
If you want to get to know me,
Then I suggest you start on the outside,
Cause I’m sure that's my good side,
And if you see me, oh,
Don't want to be me, no,
You'd probably close your eyes,
And inside me well it's dark and gross as hell,
And I'm not a pretty sight,
Cause and I'm all bloody inside,
Cause and I'm all bloody inside.

Mars Volta The Widow Lyrics:

He’s got fasting black lungs
Made of clove splintered shardes
They’re the kind that will talk
Through a weezing of coughs
And I hear him every night
In every pore
And every time he just makes me warm
Freeze without an answer
Free from all the shame
Must I hide
Cuz I’ll never never sleep alone
Look at how they flock to him
From an isle of open sores
He knows that the taste is such
Such to die for
And I hear him every night
On every street
The scales that do slither
Deliver me from…
Freeze without an answer
Free from all the shame
Then I’ll hide cuz i’ll never never sleep alone
Oh lord
Said I’m bloodshot for sure
Pale runs the ghost
Swollen on the shore
everynight
in every pore
The scales that do slither
Deliver me from…
Freeze without an answer
Free from all the shame
Then I’ll hide
Cuz I’ll never never sleep alone
Freeze without an answer
Free from all the shame
Let Me Die
Cuz I’ll never never sleep alone

Audioslave Be Yourself Lyrics:

Someone falls to pieces
sleepin all alone
someone kills the pain
spinning in the silence
to finally drift away
someone gets excited
in a chapel yard
catches a bouquet
another lays a cousin
white roses on a grave

to be yourself is all that you can do
to be yourself is all that you can do

someone finds salvation in everyone
and another only fame
someone tries to hide themself
down inside their selfish brain
someone swears his true love
untill the end of time
another runs away
is everyone united?
or is everyone insane?

to be yourself is all that you can do
to be yourself is all that you can do
to be yourself is all that you can do
to be yourself is all that you can do

you can be fading up
and pulled apart
or been in love
every single memory of
could have been faces of love
_____ is asleep tonight
i'm sure everything will end up alright
you may win love

but to be yourself is all that you can do
to be yourself is all that you can do

The Killers Mr. Brightside Lyrics:

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And i just can't look its killing me
And taking control

Jeliousy turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr Brightside

(repeat)

I never
I never
I never
I never


Rooney I'm Shakin Lyrics:

I've forgotten what it feels like to feel normal
To be normal
I've forgotten what food tastes like
The way it tastes right
The taste buds taste right
I wake up in so much spit and sweat, it is not normal
What is normal?

I go to bed
When I wake up
After cleaning all
All the spit and sweat

I'm sha sha shakin, sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin, I'm shakin' now

I tossed and turned all night
'cause I was looking for an ending
This was so because I watched all day
The neverending story with atreyu

The next day came but not a beam of light
Because the blinds were shut
Sha sha sha shut so tight

I fell out of bed laced with spit and sweat
It made me very cold
It made me
Sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sah sha shakin', I'm shakin' now

I'm supposed to feel better
this nightmare is supposed to end
I am holding on, I am holding on,
I am holding on, I am holding on,
I'm sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin', I'm shakin' now

Mudvayne Happy? Lyrics:

In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure's center rising

My life overturned
Over the despair
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Peel me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble

In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set. All darkens.

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Eternal pathway to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you happy?
Are you happy?
Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted

What's my release?
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy
Now that I've lost
Left with nothing?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy
Now that I've lost
Left with nothing?




My little list of poems or yeah stuff that I like.

One of my favorite short stories is "The Lottery". It's by Shirley Jackson.It's really cool.

My favorite story by Edgar Allen Poe is The Black Cat and The Tell-Tale Heart and my favorite poem by him is The Raven.
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That is not dead which can external lie,
And with strange aeons even death may die.
~out of H.P. Lovecraft book


Nobody loves me,
Nobody cares,
nobody picks me peaches and pears.
Nobody offers me candy and cokes,
Nobody listens and laughs at my jokes.
Nobody helps when i get in a fight,
Nobody does all my homework at night.
Nobody misses me,
Nobody cries,
Nobody thinks i'm a wonderful guy.
So if you ask me who's my best friend, in a wiz,
I'll stand up and tell you Nobody is.
But yesterday night i got quite a scare,
I woke up and Nobody just wasn't there.
I called out and reached for Nobody's hand,
In the darkness where Nobody usually stands.
Then I poked through the house, in each cranny and nook,
But i found sombody each place that i looked.
I searched till i'm tired, and now with the dawn,
Theres no doubt about it-
Nobody's gone!
~*Shel Silverstein (He's a fun poet.)



Why cling to one life
till it is soiled and ragged?

The sun dies and dies
Sqaundering a hundred lives
every instant.

God has decreed life for you
and he will give
another and another and another.
~*Rumi





Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering,
fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore!"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!"-
Merely this, and nothing more.


Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice:
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore-
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;-
'Tis the wind and nothing more."

A part of The Raven-Edgar Allen Poe

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Those were random poems that i like. The poets who wrote them are quite brilliant in my mind and i suggest you read some of there stuff. well except the first one. That was just a random poem out of an H.P. Lovecraft book. But yeah......