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I'm Sorry;

I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around I'm sorry If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along. I'm sorry If you read this and know somebody like this but don't care But most of all I'm sorry For not being sorry anymore I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am I'm sorry I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good enough to make it in your world. I'm sorry I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for... I'm sorry That I told you I loved you and actually meant it. I'm sorry That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family. I'm Sorry That I cared I'm sorry that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different. Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with ****s who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?" Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you. If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry' If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things'


Heyy, to whoever is reading my profile right now! Before you continue on, I would just like you to know something important about me and my stories. I am an amateur writer, which means I'm not a professional (like some of my older friends on here) or a beginner (like some of my younger friends here). Sometimes my stories are really good and sometimes they're really bad, depends really. Most of my stories are based on movies that I've seen (mostly Indian, but I'm not Indian though, I'm Muslim) and some of them are based on life experiences. Most of my stories are tagged Love, Romance, & Young Adult and there are some with Teen. And that's really all I have to say about that.


Now about me, I am a nice person. I really am. After reading the above paragraph, you must be thinking I'm some boring square with perfect spelling and grammar, sometimes I am, but other times I just choose to write in text talk, mostly in comments and messages. Also I don't care what you're like, I don't care if you're black, white, bi, gay, lesbian, etc. you're welcome to be my friend as long as you are nice to me and respect my thoughts and blah, blah, blah. Just thought I'd say that, because there are a lot of people in this world that are like that and a lot of people who are against all that, my sister being one.

Anywayy, continue on with my profile, it's really long now and you'll see that I am not a boring square at all, also sorta like my sister.

Heyy, to whoever doesn't remember me, I've changed my username like a million times already, so here are some of my past names to help you figure out who I am:
*Stellaqt2
*xBoyCrazieeXXXF
*xBoyCrazieeXXXK
*BoyCrazieeXXXKC-DS
*xBoyCrazieeXXXDS-KC
*xSucidalXEmoFreakx
*xEmoXTomboix

My BFFS R: (I'm not revealin their last names.) Celine C., Mariana V., Zarmeen Z., Mahruk A., Manuel L., Dustin S., Tabatha G., Teresa D., Emily, Linda P., Amanda Y., Maria A., Megan C., Nisha T., Desire C., Lindita, Melanie M., Fatima, Javonni B., Ariana, Victoria N., Julia, Aaisha Natalie, Sadia K., Josselyn, Angelli F. (My pen pal in the 5th grade), Megan C., Batool S., Daniella G., & lots more. Most of my BFFS moved/go 2 a diff. school. I really miss them.
My SW Family: It'z a tad small rite now, but imma sure it'll get bigger.

♥Dream Writer♥ She's the best, she's awesome, & she's a wonderful SW sis. She comments on all of my stories & her comments are awesome! I luv her! If UR readin' this, I just wanted 2 say Thanxs a lot, sis! BTW: if u plan on readin her stories, u mite wanna comment on it, 'cuz she hatez silent readerz. & if u r one, she'z gonna hate ya. So, comment people!

♥Bloodykiss♥ She's really sweet & awesome. She makes a better sis than my real sis. Luv ya, dudette!

♥Dancer-Chick♥ She's an awesome friend & she always comments on my story. Ur awesome, SW sissy!

♥Hidingtheobvious♥ She's awesome, she comments on my stories & gives the best ones. She's also a crazy SW sis. Luv ya!

♥LovesRealityIsHarsh♥ She's like the same age az me (just 5 months & 14 dayz older) & her stories r like awesome! So, make sure you read 'em and comment! She's nice & sweet. Luv ya 2, sissy!

♥Metro Station♥ She's my mommi! She's the best! She gives me clappies all the time & her stories r amazin', so make sure u check them out, k?! Luv ya, mommi!
♥sometimesmaybenever♥♥ Another one of my sissy's! Ur just az awesomecore az the otherz, sis! ily ♥

♥YoshiXLove♥ This is my other sissy! I luuuuuuuv her! U R THE BEST!

♥Mimi-♥ She's yet another one of my sissy's. Dang, mommi, u & dadiee (who i dont know yet) must've had a lot of free time! Anywayy, she's extra sweet & comments on ALL of my stories, she's determined to read all of them. & that's what i totally luv about her, because so far no one as even tempted that! Luv ya, dudette!

♥Unique Dragon Fly.♥ Ariel, you are AMAZING! I totally luv u & alwayz will forever & ever! If I'd ever met u in real life, I'd hug u till there's nothing left! I can't believe that u'd make me so special about myself & I've never this much loved by someone. I don't know what else to say about u, 'cuz ur wayy better than any way I've described u so far! (did that make sense, i dont even know). Anywayy, I hope u stay in my life for a very LONG time!

♥Katy216♥ - she's my awesome & amazing cuzzy! I wuave her! We talk a lot & her stories are awesome (I know I say that about everyone, but it's true, so live with it, ppl! ) Luv ya, Cuz!

I luv these 2:
GIRL: Do I cross your mind?
BOY: No.
GIRL: Do you like me?
BOY: No.
GIRL: Do you want me?
BOY: No.
GIRL: Would you cry if I left?
BOY: No.
GIRL: Would you do anything for me?
BOY: No.
GIRL: What would you choose... me or your life?
BOY: My life.

The girl starts to run away, but the boy grabs her arm and says...

'You don't cross my mind because you're always on my mind, I don't like you because I love you, I don't want you because I need you, I wouldn't cry if you left because I would die if you left, I wouldn't do anything for you because I would do everything for you, I choose my life because you're in it.'

A girl and a guy were speeding on a motorcycle over 90 mph on the road...

GIRL: Slow down. I'm scared.
GUY: No, this is fun.
GIRL: No, it's not. Please it's too scary!
GUY: Then tell me you love me.
GIRL: Fine I love you. Slow down!
GUY: Now give me a BIG hug. (hug) Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.

(Newspaper insert next day):

A motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that the brakes were broken, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say he loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If you would ever do this for someone... then post this on your page.

My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else I'm locked up
All day long.
When I'm awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Brawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
And you can help
Sickens me top the soul,
And if you read this
and don't pass it on
I pray for your forgiveness
Because you would have to be
One heartless person
To not be effected
By this Poem
And because your effected,
Do something about it!
So all I ask you to do
Is pass this on!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE

My Fav. Bands/Singers R:
♥Avril Lavigne♥
♥Aly & AJ♥
♥Beyonce♥
♥Black Veil Braids♥
♥Boys Like Girls♥
♥Breaking Benjamin♥
♥Cascada♥
♥Celine Dion♥
♥Darren Hayes♥
♥Enrique Iglesias
♥Escape the Fate;
♥Evanescence♥
♥Eyes Set to Kill♥
♥Kelly Clarkson♥
♥Ke$ha♥
♥Ke$ha♥♥
♥Lady Gaga♥
♥Mayday Parade♥
♥Metro Station♥
♥Paramore♥
♥****cat Dolls♥
♥Rhianna♥
♥Shakira♥
♥Secondhand Serenade♥
♥Simple Plan♥
♥Skillet♥
♥t.A.T.u.♥
♥Taylor Swift♥
♥The Veronicas♥
♥Three Days Grace♥
♥Tokio Hotel♥

There R lots more, but I can't remember them rite now.
If U like any of these song, U can listen 2 them 4 free @ http://www.grooveshark.com

Real Name: Maria
Age: 13
Birthday: August 29, 1997
Hair Color: Black
Right/Left Handed: Right
BFFs & BGFs: Look up
Fav. TVs: Code Lyoko, Destroy, Build, Destroy, Dude, What Would Happen? Pretty Little Liars, Jersey Shore, Gigantic, MTV Cribs, CSI: New York & CSI: Miami, NCIS, Law & Order, (anything really with crime scene investigations)
Single/Taken: It's...complicated

When a girl says she hates you, she only wants to be left alone.
When a girl says she is tired, she is really depressed.
When a girl is 'thinking', she is worried about something.
When a girl twirls her hair in her fingers, while looking
at you, she is in love.

THIS IS LIKE AWESOME!:

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid. Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be in a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the hmuan mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? So can you read this?

If you'd walk 5,000 miles to spend 5 minutes with someone who you love, put this in your profile.

If you know someone who should be run over by a bus, copy this to your profile.(I know a lot!)

If you think that being unique is cooler than being cool, copy this on your profile.

If your profile is long copy this into it to make it even longer.

98% of teenagers have tried pot. If you are one of the 2% who hasn't, post this on your profile.

If you haven't died yet, copy and paste this onto your profile

****Age doesn't matter
Girl: Hi.
Boy: Hello.
Girl: How are you?
Boy: I'm alright, is there a reason you're talking to me?
Girl: Yeah, I um, kinda like you.
Boy: Oh you're two years younger than me.
Girl: Oh.
Boy: sorry.
Girl: It's ok, I got to go, bye!
The next day the boy saw a girl on the news, they said she hung herself and left a note saying: "Age shouldn't matter and I'll always love you."

A week later the boy was on the news and hung himself but wrote a message on the wall saying: "You're right. Age doesn't matter and I'll always love you too." If you agree that age shouldn't matter then put this on your profile!******

LITTLE BOYS LIKE THIS..

Boy: Where were you last night???? Girl: I was at my grandmothers helping her around the house. Boy: Why didn't you in call me? Girl: Baby I'm sorry i lost track of time. Boy: Not as sorry as your going to be ! (the boy grabs her by the hair and slams her to the ground) Girl: Please baby stop I'm sorry! Boy: (Kicks her in the face and then the ribs and says): I called your in grandmothers house! you were not in there you lying piece of ! Girl: Wait stop please let me... Boy: (Steps on her throat and says): Shut the up . (Gets over the top of her and starts to rape her.) Girl: No baby please Stop please! Boy: I said shut the up! (he spit in her face.) He then pins her down with her hands above her head, and he penetrates her. Girl: Please stop your hurting me please! She starts to scream and tries to get away. Boy: if you don't shut up i swear to god ill kill you! after a few minutes he finishes and removes the rest of her clothes and pushes her out in the snow, saying: Boy:stay away from here you nasty . Girl: (Crying and sobbing she takes out a Rolex watch and says): today is Christmas i was just getting your gift. She gets in her car, she gets home and takes a long shower.... Two months later she goes to apply for a job and has to take a drug test. The boss comes out and says "i have news for you your not on drugs, but you are pregnant." The girl begins to cry and drives home she decides to call the boy but, he doesn't answer....... 6 months later she is almost nine months pregnant and the phone rings its the boy. Girl: I missed you so much i have news for you I'm pregnant and its your baby! Boy: Really well............................... .. Look you nasty that is not my baby! get the over me! i hate your guts you are a nasty ! you never call me again... oh yeah, and i never loved you, you were just another piece of . The boy hangs up. Girl thinks to herself.. I think its finally over. she calls her mom.... Mom: Hi Baby. How are you? Girl: I'm fine how are you? Mom: Good. Girl: Mom I was calling you to tell you that i love you ok. Mom: I love you to baby. Do you think you are coming over today? Girl: Nah i think I'm just going to take a long nap. Mom: Ok, bye then baby, sleep tight. Girl: I will mom goodnight. Hangs up. Mom realizes its only 9 am and has a bad feeling. she drives over to her daughters house, opens the door and sees her daughter hanging from the ceiling fan, her wrists are cut and shes not breathing she is rushed to the hospital. The baby is saved.............................. ................ 15 years later the baby, all grown now, kills her father, the man that conceived her and raped her mother and then kills herself. If you have a heart then repost this Guys repost this (I would never) Girls repost this (Little boys like this)

96% Of All Teens WON’T Stand Up For God…Put This On Your Profile If You’re One Of The 4% Who Will!

Guy: Where have you been all my life?
Girl: Hiding from you.
Guy: Did it hurt when you fell from heaven?
Girl: Did it hurt when you were dropped on your head repeatedly as a baby?
Guy: Haven't I seen you someplace before?
Girl: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.
Guy: Is this seat empty?
Girl: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.
Guy: Your place or mine?
Girl: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine.
Guy: So, what do you do for a living?
Girl: I'm a female impersonator.
Guy: Hey baby, what's your sign?
Girl: Do not enter.
Guy: Your body is like a temple.
Girl: Sorry, there are no services today.
Guy: I would go to the end of the world for you.
Girl: But would you stay there?
Guy: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
Girl: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

You say - Pink
I say - Blue
You say - Miley Cyrus
I say - AVRIL LAVIGNE
You say - Jonas Brothers
I say - Skillet
You say - Make up
I say - MUSIC!
You say - Shopping
I say - Listenin' 2 music 24/7
You say - Gossip Girls
I say - CSI
You say - Abercrombie & Fitch
I say - Hot topic
You say - That I'm weird
I say: Yeah I'm weird you gotta problem?!
put this on your profile if you agree

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95% Percent of teens would have a breakdown if miley cyrus was standing on the edge of a tower ready to jump, copy and paste if your a part of the 5% yelling "Jump Jump!
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Put this iPod on your profile if you
I am the one who sits in the corner alone I am the one who pretends not to care when I get insulted I am the one who tries to make other people happy whatever the consequences for me I am the one who sits in silence because I'm afraid of saying something stupid I am the one who no longer fights back I am the one who lies about my true feelings just so it doesn't hinder others I am the one who knows that people won't miss what they never had I am the one who knows that just because I did something right just means I'm gonna mess up later I am the one who IF YOU HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM PUT THIS ON YOUR PAGE (unless it's already overcrowded then it doesn't matter) If you ever felt...ALONE If you ever felt...rejected If you ever felt...CONFUSED If you ever felt...LOST If you ever felt...anxious If you ever felt...wrong If you ever felt...angry If you ever felt...ashamed If you ever felt...curious If you ever felt...used ...then put this on ur page Love vs. Sex A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed. The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her. She asked if they would ask the man one question. Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her." Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 98 of teenagers will not stand up for God? Repost this as Love vs. Sex if you truly believe in God..PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what... and if you stand up for him he will stand up for you. I bet 93 percent of you people that read this won't repost this.