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This is me, in all my cosplay glory.  I consider this to be my webpage and therefore will talk for quite a while about myself, so either get ready to start scrolling or click the "show poetry" button to skip the rambling. If you want to contact me outside of the site, tell me why and where you met me (here) so I won't be weirded out and ignore you. Although I may anyway. . .
 

To start off, credit for my author pic Siobhan goes to Arthur Roberg, visit him at his site to see more of his beautiful art and sculpture.

My current background is one I made from a picture I took, please don't use without asking first. 

I've also been known as cinnathepoet (reference to the play Julius Caesar) and onewhoisalreadydead (in my emo teenage days).

As for an AP family, I have my little sister squirrelgirl, (my cousin in real life) who it seems has undertaken the quite daunting feat of commenting on every poem I have on here.

I also have my AP twin WhiskeyandInk, who I have so much in common with it's scary, seeing as we've never met in person.

And now I have my other little cousin Tyto, who is new on the site. Yay, expansion to my family!

I am always writing a plethora of poems, way too many novels, and WAY too many fanfics, as well as drawing, sculpting, singing, playing the guitar (and writing songs for the guitar, several of which I've posted under my "songs" list) and writing a 100 page script in 30 days. So, pretty much, my right brain dominates my entire skull, with my left brain residing somewhere around my nostrils. I have a blog now, but it's very odd and random, so only read if you really care about my life, or whatever.

I'm not really as dark or angsty as my poetry may make you think, although I often think dark thoughts are the best thoughts, and dark poetry is my favorite to read, especially with lots of imagery. I'm actually really perky, giggly, crazy, and loud. So please don't feel the need to message me and tell me to cheer up, because I like being dark and depressing.

My hair is most often very short and very red, but I only have about an inch and a half (shaved head to support cancer victim). I'm a pale little vampire with sharp little canines and bright blue eyes, as you can see in the photo above. My birthday is on the thirteenth of April, so if you want to give me a present by reading my poems and commenting, feel free to. Or if you really love me, I have an amazon.com wishlist. . . .

I love to DDR, I finally upgraded my mats to some nice foam ones, cause I'd literally torn the old ones apart with my crazy dance steps. I can do basically all songs on standard/difficult or extreme/heavy and get A's or B's. I'm hoping to get metal mats soon as well, because that would be awesome. Speaking of video games, I also love playing Fatal Frame 1, 2, and 3, and am eagerly awaiting number 4, which will be for the wii.

I love japanese and consequently love anime and manga. I watch/read it in japanese with the fansubs online, which I find generally give the story better than the "official" subtitles, but I still buy all my favorite series when they come out to support the cause and be fair to everyone who produces it. Bleach is currently my favorite anime, but I also love Fullmetal Alchemist, Peachmaker Kurogane, Samurai Champloo, Samurai Seven, Ouran High School Host Club, Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, and several others. As far as manga, I like DeathNote (even though the ending was a stupid cop out), Hana Kimi, and Loveless.

On that note, I also love the game Slime Forest Adventure, which is a game you can download online to work on your kana/kanji. I'm learning more and more kanji by the day, and it's addictively fun!

I'm a yaoi fangirl, (yaoi is anime guy on guy, boys love) and have written several yaoi fanfics on livejournal, under the username of yaoi_4dd1ct, as well as on fanfiction.net, under the same username yaoi4dd1ct. Read them if you have the time and are into that kind of thing. The livejournal account is also kinda my blog, although I don't update it very often, and where I put the randomosity known as The Stupid Story, as well as The Stupiccomic, which I also don't update very often, if ever.

I also love to cosplay (dress up as my favorite anime characters) at all the conventions I can get to, and also just at random times. Here are links to me as: Renji (from Bleach), Gaara (from Naruto), and Kuukaku (from Bleach)

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I am in the SCA (Society for Creative Anachronism) where we pretend we are in medieval times. My SCA name is Gwenhwyvar filia Aelfric. My device--coat of arms--is Azure, a bend sinister between a bull rampant contourny and a bull passant argent. I'm in the kingdom of Artemesia, in the barony of Loch Salann (Salt Lake).

I am a practicing pagan, meaning a member of an earth-based religion. My beliefs are that nature itself is intelligent, not necessarily some divine, omniscient creator. My favorite goddess is my pagan namesake, Cerridwen, and my predominant symbol is, like hers, the pentacle.

I am also a firm believer in the supernatural, and should be, as my house is haunted with several kitty ghosts and one big swirly ghost in my basement. Plus, everyone on my mom's side of the family is mega-sensitive to the supernatural, so I'm sensitive to ghosts and spirits, and can usually feel if something is near. And lately I've gotten together with a ghost hunting group (basically friends and family), and we'll hopefully have a site up sometime I can link to. We've gone on a couple excursions, and I got a few good pics, so I'm happy.

That's just on here for fanservice. . . so you won't tune out halfway down the page. I suppose it pertains to the paragraph below as well. . . slightly. On that note, I'm bisexual (I identify as "queer").

 

Ever since I joined the GSA (Gay Straight Alliance) back when I was in high school and started lobbying the Utah legislature against unfair bills targeting the gay community, I've become very political. Also since I was an extemper in debate and took AP government (I got a five on the exam!). I'm very liberal, not quite a radical, but still pretty far to the right. I was in the New York Times, in an article about the GSA, link is here. I'm the center one in the picture, though I don't know why the photographer picked that picture, since we all look really weird. I'm wearing my favorite lesbian shirt!

My trophies with links to the poems can be revealed if you click the link. This list isn't for bragging, it's for my own OCD purposes. I seem to be quite the collector of honorable mentions (the reason I relocated the list off my page), although I'm not quite sure why. Maybe my poems are so strange that they don't quite fit the contest criteria as imagined by the author, but they are different enough to stick in the mind and keep me mentioned. For whatever reason, I'm sure my sea of green will continue to grow, because I don't intend to stop entering contests. I don't enter them for the trophies anyway, but for the inspiration they give, although I do like the trophies. . . .

Anyway, I hope you like the poems! I'll shut up now.