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[[Every damn day's the same shade of gray.]]

Just letting you know ahead of time.
You.
Don't.
Want.
To.
Know.
Me.


I don't think before I do things.

I may seem nice but eventually my ticker stops ticking and I BLOW UP;

That's why I'm *here* in the first place.

To blow up with my words in ways that don't physically hurt people.

Online. Cause this is the only place I can be myself. Here, and in my room which I call "The Dungeon." Hahaha. So if I say "I'm going down to the dungeon," you know I'm going to my room. That's because it's in the dark basement.

I just moved in with my dad and his wife and her daughter, everything is going horribly tonight. My dad's wife is deaf so she misunderstands things. Tonight, this was the case:
Amy: Can I have your report card?
Kera: Sure, you can get it, just don't read my diary.
She had an offended look on her face.
Kera: You can take it. Just don't read my diary.
Amy: What did I ever do to you?!
[[Amy stomps up the stairs]]

Now, usually I understand where she is coming from, but tonight she must be PMSing or something because I really have no idea. What YOU need to understand, fine sir; is that my report card was right next to my diary. What I was trying to say was, take the report card. Leave the diary. How hard is that?

Yesterday I brought my medication (Fluoxetine) to school incase I forgot to take it in the morning. Which I did. So I went to my locker and took a pill, these kids were freaking out, saying I'm a "Pill Poppin Animal" and thinking they were drugs. I ended up having to be searched by the principal, including my locker and backpack, and they didn't believe me that the pills were blue. I don't even know why that should matter to them. Anyway, today I faked sick so I didn't have to go to school. Tonight I'm not going to bed until late just so I can terrorize myself, and maybe tomorrow I'll be too out of it to comprehend the new rumors going around about me. And if things get really bad tomorrow, I'll make myself throw up and get sent home. With all this talk of Swine Flu I'm sure they'll fall for it.

I've done drugs before, I'm about to get busted for that too in the next few days, some of my enemies know and they're gonna tell the principal, since he already thinks I'm a bad kid. So he's gonna do some bloodtest shit and find me positive and- Hello, Juvenile. [[Bye, World.]]

Honestly, I didn't just move in with my dad. I got kicked out of my mom's house. She found out I stole her vodka, did weed and smoked cigarettes, so she decided my dad could take this worthless piece of shit they like to call Kera. I already know I'm fucked up, you don't need to tell me.

I'm wicked depressed tonight. I'm gonna go.

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    It really hurts that he looks right through me.
    He knows how much I like him, how long I've liked him, yet he continues to leave me in the dust.
    12 lines, 8 comments, November 22
  • [[Prose? I don't know what to call it.]]
    Knowing people care makes me cry, because nobody can understand how much I DON'T deserve it.
    25 lines, 4 comments, November 9
  • LOL (not a poem)
    Kristen: dude y the fuck r u talking to me
    Kera: Because you were talking to me yesterday!
    10 lines, 6 comments, November 2
  • Hating You
    Hating you is devastating, knowing
    You're my mother, and I should love you.
    25 lines, 7 comments, October 19

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  • Letter to my mother. I'm not actually going to send it though.
    Dear Mom, You may have noticed I dropped by today to pick up some more of my things. I hugged Molly real tight and said hello to Sam because you never know when it's your last time seeing someone. I didn't come right into the house because it doesn't belong to me anymore. 1 I didn't co
    November 16, 300 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
  • 50 Things?
    Sooo here I'm supposed to write 50 facts about myself and I'm never gonna think of that many but I'll be adding on. 1 01) My name is Kera (rhymes with Sara), and in Latin or Greek or something my name means Joy. My middle name is Joy, too, so when I was little my parents called me JoyJoy. They also called me Kapp
    November 15, In Angst.  500 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Letter Tah Tash!
    Tashie Baybeh!                                                    
    November 2, 800 words. → 1 comment, Add one?

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  • glamour glitch. on November 13
    I understood your family thingy too! Do I get a cookie?!
    Haha, anyway, since I'm here, I might as well introduce myself. Kaity. With a 'Y. x]]
  • Heavenlyfate on November 2
    Yay! I'm smart i understood you're family thingy.
    Lol just thought u should, but i'm Amanda. :]
  • glitterydoom on October 18
    oh my gosh. I tried to overdose on Fluoxetine too. so now im on another antidepressant XD
    you know both naz and tash, so i figure, you are pretty amazing, despite thinkingyour not.
    and your ap name is awesome
    because everyone deserves hugs
  • Never-Better25 on October 14
    Love your new page! You are an amazing person!
    *Rainbow*

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