Hisxlastxregret• Show poetry

Ello all.
I'm Patricia...call me Tricia (tish, trish, even trixie)

LIKES: I like to walk in cemeteries, write "dark" poetry, and ride the train. My favorite pass-time is to read on the bus. I am always on the internet/AIM...I love to read. I love to write. My favorite color is black because it appears to be the absence of color when in fact it's all the colors in one. I like looking at things and finding beauty. I like horror movies but a romantic comedy here and there satiates me. I like walking in the rain and breathing in the scent. I like taking walks at night and feeling a nocturnal pulse. I like listening to my iPod (it's ALWAYS with me). I like makeup, not to make myself look better (alright, partly) but I also try to emphasize my mood with my makeup. When it's dark i'm feeling terrible. When it's minimal i'm either lazy or extremely confident, etc, etc. I like to blog, I like to run after things I can't have just for the thrill of the chase (look at my HotTopic wishlist, aka, NEVER HAPPENING)

ASPIRATIONS: I aspire to be a novelist. I also year to find someone to love me just as much as I could possibly love them. I know it's a weird desire for someone so young as myself but eh, I'm a weird person. I like to think of myself as "maturely eccentric".

MY SCREEN-NAME/POINT OF AP JOIN: The screen name comes from the fact that I...am...his...last...regret. It's quite obvious my ex regrets me, so I'm hoping that he'll go on and live happily and never have to date a regret like me again. Of course, it's all a cliche: he was nothing more than the goth no one loved until I loved him. And -sigh- apparently not well enough. He dropped me like I'm hot and now here I am writing angsty poetry about it. Honestly I decided that if I'm going to write this poetry I might as well try and win a contest with it. -shrug-

LABEL: I suppose most people call me emo. No I am not bi, or rocking the stupid haircut. I'm just an emotional person that's all; I'm a bit depressed and I'm very mood swingy so I consider myself "emo". I also don't cut. See the difference is:
Scene Kids: rock the clothes, the haircut and are supposedly "bisexual", all the while musing suicide and constantly blogging about how their parents don't understand.
Emo Kids: The type of kids you see wearing bright eyeliner and pink hair who like shiny objects and dance in the rain but then freak out and hate the world two minutes later. That is where I fit.
Depressed Kids: The depressed kids cut themselves and constantly think of suicide because they actually have emotional problems.

Music: MCR, the old Linkin Park, In This Moment, The Devil Wears Prada, EMERY, Underoath, Alkaline Trio, Armor for Sleep, Evanescence, From Autumn to Ashes, Muse, 30 Seconds to Mars, AFI, Gogol Bordello, Alesana, Bullet for my Valentine, From First to Last, I am Ghost, Lost Prophets, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Skillet, Bat for Lashes, Saosin, Korn, Dead Poetic, Escape the fate, Bleeding Through, Coheed and Cambria, Atreyu, Chiodos, Rise Against, All that Remains, Breaking Benjamin, The Devil Wears Prada, Nightmare, Underoath, Within Temptation, Hawthorne Heights, Matchbook Romance, Alexisonfire,Kerli, Aiden, Silverstein, The Academy is...Future of Forestry, Five Finger Death Punch, Blink-182, Claude Debussy,Coldplay, Lovehatehero, Marilyn Manson, Senses Fail, SR-71, Three Days Grace, Tokio Hotel, Thursday, Vanna, 3 Doors Down ... (and random other songs...too lazy to put them all down)

Books: TOO MANY TO EVEN COUNT...I love Shakespeare (all of his works) and Stephenie Meyer (though I hate how popular her books got -wince-)...Dan Brown and the Da Vinci Code was a good read...er...-contemplates- a lot more but i'm too lazy to think

Random Favorite Quotes:
"Your name will be on the bullet so you'll forever be the last thing going through my mind..."
"Without the dark, we can't see the stars..." Bella Swan, Twilight
"I'm yours, heart and soul..." Mr. Lefroy, Becoming Jane
"How do you drown a blond? Put a mirror at the bottom of a lake..." - Jacob, Breaking Dawn
"...is he an idiot/retard/sped?!!" - a few people i've talked to recently >=[

CONTACT: I'm always on AIM, so effing go for it: hyperxhysterics@aol.com

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THIS IS MY DUCKIE ROMAINE LETTUCE (literally XD), NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH THE LATE COTTAGE CHEESE (RIP)