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I'm Lily. Hello to you all! I hate mirrors, and beds. Don't ask why, I just do. I am 12 years old since September 13th. I live alone (no siblings) with my dad in Sea Isle, New Jersey, so I see a lot of the ocean.

EDIT:
I live in a foster center. I ran away to the police and they placed me here, so... yeah.

I like to write, but I don't think I'm the greatest. So here's my chance to find out!

My name means purity, innocence, and beauty. Funny, right?


My amazing quotes!! lol...
"I've found that pretending to be happy is much easier than facing the truth, but once the truth hits you, it hits you so hard you can only stand in your pretenses."

"What the mind can hold is beyond the physical age."

A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..

Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.

Guy: No, this is fun.

Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!

Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.

*Girl hugs him*

Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.

(In the paper the next day)

A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!

Life: Hmm.... kind of boring. I'm constantly sick, and for those of you who know me.... yeah you get it but yeah.... nowadays I'm pretty bored.
Siblings: none... I used to have a twin, but... yeah

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School Life: I'm not allowed to go to school because I'm so sick; the foster center says I can't go until I'm better.

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Hobbies: Writing, swimming, reading is a definite... hmm... I also looooove to look at old photo albums with pics of me and Rosie!
(in Keara's words): COMPUTER!! No, I really do have a life but I adore the internet and all of its mystery.

Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
1. being overly happy when trying to hide the fact that I'm really dying inside.
2. Randomness
3. sarcasm when it's just plain rude.
4. losing track of time.

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. some way to escape from here.
2. A different father.
3. A different mother.
4. Rosie

Name Four Scents You Love:
1. Roses
2. Oranges
3. Candles
4. freedom

Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
1. um...
2. heels
3. dress
4. Anything suggestive or inappropriate.

Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. Dying
2. Rosie
3. Storywrite
4. The fact that I'm tired as hell and have to pee.

Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
1. write
2. reread Hamlet
3. sang.
4. wished I could cry.

Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
1. don't remember.
2. nothing
3. A new book
4. ...

Name Four Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like:
1. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
2. Steppenwolf
3. Martina McBride
4. DC Talk

Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. Water
2. water
3. water
4. milk

Last Song You Sang?: Runaway Love

Last Person You Hugged?: against my will, my dad. although it wasn't much of a hug.

Last Thing You Laughed At?: the thought that I may die.

Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant it?: can't remember.

Last Time You Cried?: hm. over 5 years ago.

What's In Your CD Player?: don't have one.

What Color Socks Are You Wearing?: I HATE SOCKS! ....Which means none.

What's Under Your Bed?: photo albums, my Rosie box.

What Time Did You Wake Up Today?: um... like, 6? I'm an early bird even though I'm allowed to sleep in... strange, I know.

Current Hair?: really dark brown.

Current Clothes?: my pajamas. I pretty much live in them since I don't go anywhere... but I have about a million pairs of pajamas, so I wash them every other day.

Current Annoyance?: everything.

Current Desktop Picture?: A girl sitting at a dock in a thin-striped rainbow hooded dress, just letting go of a bunch of rainbow balloons.

Current Worry?: That I'll die. But it's not too bad of a worry, really.

Current Hate?: too many things to count... for the moment, my mum and dad, anybody like them really.

Last CD You Bought?: I have no idea.

Favorite Place To Be?: Anywhere but here.

Least Favorite Place?: my room, the closet... well, pretty much my whole trailer.

If You Could Play An Instrument?: I taught myself piano, but I would love to play... maybe the sax?

Favorite Color?: I like all colors except yellow and purple.

Do You Believe In An Afterlife?: No. We've got this life. Although it would be nice.

How Tall Are You?: I have no idea... maybe 4'4"? lol not THAT short I'm probably like 5' or something. I don't know, haven't been to the docs or anything for a while.

Favorite Season?: Fall, the season of change, and Spring, the season of new birth, of new beginning.

One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To?: Rosie

Favorite Day?: Friday

Where Would You Like To Go?: Anywhere but here.

Type A Line You Remember From Any Book: "Do you know how many times I've told myself to love you, then turned back into this... this monster?"

A Random Lyric: "Runaway Love..."


An every-day conversation for me:
Izzy: I hate you, Lily.
Lily: What did I do now?
Izzy: You won't dress nice and pose for me! *being very dramatic* A future photographer needs practice, you know.
Lily: I would have done if you didn't make me dress like such a girl.
Izzy: *gasping*
Lily: What?
Izzy: You never told me you were a guy! I mean, I knew you acted like one, but I just assumed you were a girl! (sarcasm)
Lily: Oh, ha ha.

my pics - of me AND Izzy! (lol she rocks!)
http://www.flickr.com/photos/13584362@N05/?saved=1