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My name is Stacyann, and i am currently attending York College, centered in the heart of NewYork. I am 20 years old, and I aspire to be a greater human being. I thrive to help others, and those that are in need; whether that be emotionally, or physically. I enjoy being with children, and being around my family and my best friends. I am not usually the most outgoing of people, sometimes i am quite, at times i may be crazy-but mostly im a very peaceful person. I count my friends with only one hand because of all my life, i have finally realised who my real friends trully are. That being said, true friends are hard to find.

-A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
-A true friend sticks with you through thick and thin no matter what.
-Who finds a faithful friend, finds a treasure.

But i am a very friendly person as well. I would never show you a bad face. Im just that kinda girl, you'de always see with a smile on her face. I live and learn, and i dont regret. I may have done some pretty stupid things in the past, but i dont regret it, because i know that i can always learn from it.

I tend to be more paranoid at times though, because i am always scared of getting into trouble. I am a worrier, as my friend has called me; but what i truly want most of all is to relax and to live the thrill out of life. Not to worry about everything for once in my life. Just to be happy; and that is why i am now trying to let go of all the pain, and all of the hurt. I no longer want to suffer for the things that i have not done, for all the things that has caused me to loose out the most important years of my teenage life. Although i am no longer a teenager, and i understand that fully , but there has been so many things that i have left behind me, because i always thought it was my fault. Life i used to think was supposed to be full of misery as it did almost everyday. There were times i used to think that was how life was supposed to be. However, lately i became to realise life isnt supposed to be that way. God does not want us to be unhappy. Then there would be no purpose here at all. That brings me to my next topic...

I dont like problems and i absolutely hate drama! I always like to keep the hysteria down. I let people talk, and i listen to them. I love to listen. That does not mean that i will agree with you on everything though, because i will confront you if i disagree with you. I just think that its a waste of precious time to fight with someone. Why make everything such a big deal? Why fight and waste time while doing that? We are all here in this world for the same reason. To find ourselves, to have a purpose here in this life perhaps. Most of all, to be happy. So dont give someone else a bad day just because you are having a bad day.

-The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.

If you need an ear for someone to listen to you, or if u need a shoulder for someone to lean on, i will not judge you. I will welcome you with open arms. We have all been through our share of problems. That is life. Live it well. Live life the best way you posibly can.

-If you spend your whole life waiting for the storm, you’ll never enjoy the sunshine.
-People can live one hundred years without really living a minute.

Create memories that can last a lifetime. Be with the people that you love and dont take life for granted.

Listen to the music, the music of your heart. Dont let nobody tell you otherwise, only you have the power to change your life. Your destiny is as God has determined it.

-The reason God created time was so that there would be a place to bury the failures of the past.
-The past is behind, learn from it. The future is ahead, prepare for it. The present is here, live it.
-When it comes to the future, there are three kinds of people: those who let it happen, those who make it happen, and those who wonder what happened.
-No hand can make the clock strike for me the hours that are passed.
-..{Fate}..- everything happens for a reason. And when fate happens look for the good in it as it is there.





To everyone that comes to my page i appreciate it very much. Feel free to drop a comment. I am open to critique. I always aspire to do better and to learn new ways of improving my work. A note about my poetry though- i am a free flow type of poet. I like to write what ever comes to mind. My work is very personal to me, so therefore, it may not make sence to someone else reading this. But it does make sence to me.