whats up to all that look at my profile. im amanda and my life is okay. im human just like everyone eles i make mistakes.im clumsy,strong mentally,love adventure,and i love to live in the momment.i love my friends and some family. i would die for them. i do get annoying but thats just me. i have never changed for anyone and never will. im honest of what i feel so if you piss me off im not going to blow it off but i wont be a bitch about it. i hate to stand still for longer than a min. i am always on the go. i dont do drugs, i quit smoking and i hate pills.id rather be high off of life than to be high off a joint. my best friend is beka bower she has always been there for me even though we can get on each others neves we love each other. i met a really cool guy named lee. he has made me feel so beautiful inside and out. he has shown me a life that is so care free and i love him dearly. my friend cara taylor is amazing. she can make me laugh when i dont want to and she is very physco like me so we get along great. my friend arron is freaken great. if you ever need to talk hes a guy to talk to i met him when me and lee met. there really good friends. the MOST greatest person is my mom. we have wanted to kill each other at times but when my dad wasnt there she had to deal with me and my mental problems. we have been through alot together. i wouldnt want to give her up, she is a awesome mom. my dad, okay hes my dad to really tell you the truth i really dont like him but i have to love him cause he is my dad. now lets talk music i LOVE music its my freaken world. if the radio died i would die.. no joke. i listen to everything. to country,rap,hip hop, oldies,metal,classic rock and so on. im a really good friend. if you ever need anything or want to talk im the person. i am willing to listen to every word you say. but be forwarned i DONT give the best advice. about my thoughts on life well i dont belive in the innocent or normal. no ones innocent and no one can really be normal. everyones differnt but there are the copy cats called posers but hey if that how you roll thats how u roll. i can be crazy i like to act like a kid, going through walmart and turing on every sound active stuffed animal so my friends or dad want to say i dont know her. my eyes always give away what im feeling and i LOVE HUGS. i talk alot as well,but one thing ive learned through life is that loving can hurt so bad yet isnt that what makes us stronger? the heart breaks the fights but all of us never look at our mistakes unless it hits us right in the face. when loving were giving them our heart so they can brake it but hoping they dont. it doesing just work with boyfriends but with family, friends,and even ourselves.someone told me that loving one person limits loving everyone you really care about and i never realized how many people i had in my life until he told me. im not perfect but who is? well thats just a little bit about me PEACE OUT TO ALL WHO VISTS MY PROFILE
- Last seen on Oct 14 11:32 PM. Member since March 6, 2008.
- I'm a amber angel poet for 4 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "id rather be hated for who i am than to be loved for what i am not".
- I am a 15 year old woman from Oklahoma (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm being my self.

- I am in the groups Gluttons for punishment
- I have 4 comments, 39 poems
My Poetry
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at night blood slowly falls
down the thorny vine15 lines, 2 comments, October 5, 2008 -
can you hear me
cry through the night -
she never crys anymore shes doesnt feel pain
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heavenlyXXdemonic on March 20, 2008i love myself
