afriad of people making fun of who I was,
so I hid behind a caked on mask-
a mask to hide my unwanted reality.
But now I can look straight ahead & say,
This is who I am; take it or leave it.
.♥♥♥.
I'm a girl who cares too much,
someone who doesn't let go,
I'll keep my grasp completly firm,
until my hands cant take anymore;
and I end up flat on my face,
with nowhere in the world to go.
[I'm the person you look down upon,
because I'm bi or because I know I'm not beautiful;
I know I'm not perfect && I'm okay with that...
You look down upon me because I'm not afraid to admit anything]
My heart is barely ever whole
and most of the time Im far from lost.
Yet I still put [broken] love into others,
trying to make sure they are okay.
All though emotions take over,
I still know how to have some fun,
how to smile and how to laugh,
how to live and how to love.
Someday everythings going to be okay,
even through all the pain.
Through trial and error I've learned to live,
learned to make it through on my own-
Even if that means holding myself,
as my chest rips with sobs and bones shake;
I will never let you fall;
Even if believeing in you makes me die.
I'm not meant for love. And It's a game. Love is a game, I don't wanna be in. Love is a game...that'll only break your heart...
Why love at all,
If all you do is ever loose?
- Last seen on Apr 28 11:16 AM. Member since October 14, 2008.
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- I am a 15 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm drawing,singing,being me or roleplaying..
- I am in the groups Creatures of the night, For the Fans of Stephenie Meyer or Twi, Love Gone Wrong
- I have 9 comments, 5 poems
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I wanna go home..
I miss mt life;18 lines, 2 comments, December 8, 2008. In Sad, Dark, Life, Depression, Sadness, Friendship, My life, Teenage thinking, Suicide -
As I stand looking up into the stary night sky,
white fluffy balls of snow begin to fall.
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heartsshadow : your page ish awesome on December 2, 2008I loooooove your page hahah xD
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Til the Day I Die : hey on November 13, 2008sup chelsea....i just reading down your page and wanted to say ~hugs~ hehe i wove you sis!!! lol and i'll see you at school
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bigperm : hello on November 11, 2008Thank you for adding me as a favorite, as I am honored and humble. Have you read my work, or do we share mutual favs ? Anyway, I look foward to checking out your writes as soon as I can.
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Damon Krosko on November 7, 2008I thank you for all that you have done, Chelsea. I hope we can hang out more in the future.
