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i know that people don’t actually take the time to read these but for the people like me, who like to read a little about who they’re adding, My name is Kari, last name not necessary. Im 14 years old, I live in Columbia SC. I currently attend Brookland Cayce Highschool. Im optimistic, with some things. I believe that life is to short to waste, so live like there is no tomorrow, laugh till you cant stand no more, and love until your heart is about to explode. I do have a temper problem and im trying to get it under control, most the time I just get pissed at myself and don’t want shit to do with anybody when I get that way. i dont believe in suicide, i think its the easy way out, yeah i have thought of it but i could never bare to hurt my friends. i understand that there are people out there who are way worse than i am so i spend little time whining to people about my life, and lots of time listening to the problems in theirs. I go through emo moods on a regular basis, but im not emo, nor am I goth, prep, punk, if you would have to label me then it would probably be scene, but im not a can of soup don’t fuckin label me anyways. I have seen a lot of things, and lived through a lot of things, and all I can say is that it has made me the person I am today. I love meeting new people. Believe It or not, I am not conceited, I love myself because no one can love me more than I love myself but in no way do I think im better than any one, and I honestly don’t think im that cute, im a nice person but I always tell it like it is, and if you piss me off then you’ll get a very evil KareBear. i've been in love twice, the first of whoms name shall not be spoken but the second is my BF Dillon Shane Turner, he is truly amazing, i love him more than all the stars in the sky and the water in the ocean i never wanna lose him, and i dont think i ever will i have been hurt alot in my life but i know that there are a few people here for me that would never purposely try to hurt me (Dillon, Rayna, josh, Marissa, Brianna, James, and Kaitlyn) these truly are the people who make every day of my life atleast bearable. i dont know where id be if i didnt have yall. my friends are my life, im not big on my family but one day i do want to have a family, that one day is far from now when ive graduated college. i can be the stupidest person youve ever met but i can also be the smartest, i am very intelligent and i have no problem showing it. i love having people who can hold a conversation with me, who dont bore me to tears. Well theres a lot more about me that you could learn if you wanna take the time message me, call me or text 8032384069




My AP Family
Granparents

γιαγιά (like ya-ya its greek for grandmother)
http://allpoetry.com/islekine

Great Grandmother Marjorie aka queenie.
http://allpoetry.com/queenie

Parents

Daddy dearest, Jeremy aka Raven Blackwater.
http://allpoetry.com/Raven%20Blackwater


Sisters

My TWIN Brianna (Bre-anna)aka Sweet Addiction http://www.allpoetry.com/sweet%20addiction

Big sis Kaitlyn aka MusiCrazy
http://allpoetry.com/MusiCrazy

Big sis Sam aka Samantha Scream
http://allpoetry.com/Samantha%20Scream

Lil' sis Ashleigh aka xxdyingdiamondxx
http://allpoetry.com/xxdyingdiamondxx

my big sis lolagirl http://allpoetry.com/lolagirl

Nephews

Hassiem aka Dark as Night
http://allpoetry.com/X-Dark%20as%20Night-X

Pets and Dolls

My little Emo Doll Destiny aka Divine.Tragedy
http://allpoetry.com/Divine.Tragedy

My Bunny (im her dino, karisaurusrex) Renaissance aka Therenaissancegirl
http://allpoetry.com/therenaissancegirl

She Was Only 5..this is sad!
Body: Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound

Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endure

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly cries
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking?"

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless piece of shit!

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up"
At the small little house"
Then quickly barged in"
Everything quiet as a mouse"

One officer slowly"
Opened a door"
To find the little girl"
Lying dead on the floor"

It must have been bad"
To go through so much harm"
But atleast she died"
With her best friend in her arms"

A child dies every day from child abuse. And if you have an ounce of pity in you for Auroura (the little girl), and you hate child abuse with a passion, you will repost this and help out those abused children,and let them know that someone cares for them. It doesn't take that long only about 10 secondsso please just do it."

:
she was only 5 and never loved ...





" She has known such a great pain; haunted dreams as a child, the near constant presence of evil ever since. she has felt the touch of awful naked men, battled depression and addiction, and attempted suicide. Her arms remember razor blades, fifty scars that speak of self-inflicted wounds. six hours after i meether she is feeling trapped, two groups of "friends" offering opposite ideas. Everyone is asleep. The sun is Rrising. She drinks long from a bottle of liquor, takes a razor blade from the table and locks herself in the bathroom. She cuts herself using the blade to write "FUCK UP" large across her left forearm." Stop the bleeding. Rescue is possible. Love is the movement.! TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS http://www.TWLOHA.COM http://www.myspace.com/towriteloveonherarms