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My name is Carly
I write free style poetry where my poems usually don't rhyme some of my poems will but not a lot of them. I usually start to write when i'm feeling most down, just because it's better than the other ways my friends would do it...if you know what i mean. I've written other things before that are totally happier just not on here.

I like to sing, write (poetry, songs, screenplays, comics, stories), reading, playing my music
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Have you ever

General:
( ) Smoked a cigarette
( ) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x ) Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die
( x) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
( x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington , DC
( ) Swam in the ocean
( ) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly
( ) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
() Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end

I've done/did:
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating

Relationships:
( ) I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
( ) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
( ) have a fear of commitment.
( x) I have a fear of abandonment.
( ) I've cheated in a relationship.
( ) I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
( ) I've told someone I loved them
( ) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality:
(x) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) I've had a crush on someone of the oposite sex
( ) I've had a crush on a teacher.
( ) I am a cuddler.
( ) I love to flirt.
( ) I've been kissed in the rain.
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
( ) have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime:
( ) I am a terrible liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
( ) I've run a red light.
() I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
() I've been in a fist fight.
() I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol:
( x) I've consumed alcohol.
( ) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(x) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
( ) I can't swallow pills.
(x) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
( ) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
() I take anti-depressants.
( ) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(x) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
( ) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
( ) I'm addicted to self harm
(x ) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide:
(x) I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
( ) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
( ) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
( ) I've attempted suicide.


Random:
( ) I can sing well.
( ) I open up to others easily.
( ) I watch the news (occasionally).
( ) I don't kill bugs.
(x) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
(x) I sing in the shower.
( ) I am a morning person.
( ) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
( ) I'm a snob about grammar.
( ) I am a sports fanatic.
( ) I twirl my hair
( ) have "x"s in my screen name
(x) I love being neat *Sometimes*
( ) I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) I bake well.
(x) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
(x) I would wear pajamas to school.
( ) I like Martha Stewart.
() I know how to shoot a gun.
( ) I am in love with love.
( ) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) I laugh at my own jokes.
( ) I eat fast food weekly
(x) I believe in ghosts/spirits.
(x) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
(x) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
(x) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
( ) I am really ticklish.(depending on where)
(x) I love white chocolate
(x) I bite my nails
( ) I play video games (sometimes)
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
( ) I'm good at remembering names.
(x) I'm good at remembering dates.
(x) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
( ) I have tried to join a circus and failed


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please don't hate me for what you're about to read. treat me the same, Now you know a lot more.

X Means Yes


[_] Smoked a cigarette
[_] Drank so much you threw up
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[_] Been arrested
[_] Gone on a blind date
[x] Skipped school
[_] Seen someone die
[x] Been to Canada
[_] Been to Florida
[ ] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Been lost
[x] Been on the opposite side of the country
[ ] Gone to Washington , DC
[ ] Swam in the ocean
[x] Felt like dying....
[x] Cried yourself to sleep
[x] Played cops and robbers
[x] Recently colored with crayons
[x] Sang karaoke badly
[ ] Paid for a meal with only coins
[x ] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[x] Made prank phone calls
[ ] Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[ ] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
[x] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[x] Danced in the rain
[x] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[ ] Been kissed under the mistletoe
[ ] Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[x] Blown bubbles
[x] Made a bonfire on the beach
[x] Crashed a party
[x] Gone roller-skating
[x] Ice-skating
[x] I'm single
[ ]I'm in a relationship
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've cheated in a relationship.
[] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] i've been molested and/or raped repeatdly by sumone i knew
[ ] get a new girlfriend/boyfriend
[ ] Got dumped

Sexuality

[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I love to flirt.
[ ]I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] have kissed a stranger.
[ ] is gay
[ ] is lez
[ ] is bi
[_] is gay but no ones knows
[_] is lez but know one knows
[x] is bi but know one knows ((((((((PLEASE DON'T TREAT ME DIFFERENTLY NOW THAT YOU KNOW!))))))))))))))
[*] isnt any of them
[ ]has had sex
[ ] has had sex with more then one person
[ ] regrets it
[x] is a virgin

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.

Random

[ ] I can sing well.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly. (sometimes)
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly
[x] I believe in ghosts. (depends)
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. (just about)
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x]I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails
[ ] I play video games
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ]I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ]I have tried to join a circus and failed (long story)
[ ] own a knife
[ ] get picked up by the cops
[ ] tell a cop to :go to hell, go *bunny* him /her self ect... (SO CLOSE!)
[ ] works out
[ ] has a tattoo
[x] is something
[ ] is an alien ( according to my parents)
[ ] is "idk"
[ ] ever been to juvy
[ ] loves life
[ ] hates life(well parts of it anyway)
[ ] wants to die
[ ] wants to live
[ ] wants to die but not kill them self
[ ] wants to kill them self
[ ] has ever cut
[ ] likes to cut
[ ] loves to cut
[] *bunny*in loves to cut
[ ] thinks cutting is wrong
[x] thinks cutting helps
[x] has more then 1 friend
[x] has a best friend
[ ] has gone out with a girl/boy for over a month
[x] beleves in one gf one bf relation ships
[x] has some one to talk to
[x] think your smart
[x] think your dumb
[ ] think ur cool
[x] think your lame
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose
[ ] liked this thingy?
[x] My answers are totally honest

Please don't hate, just love me more now that you know more about me