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Okay, some of my favorite bands are the following:

A Perfect Circle
Tool
Astrid Haven
Dope
Marilyn Manson
Nine Inch Nails
Slipknot
Stone Sour
Danzig
Rammstein
K.M.F.D.M.(Kein Mitleid F�r Der Minderheit)
Korn
downthesun
In Extremo
Corporate Avenger
Godhead
Cannibal Corpse
Morbid Angel
Otep
Das Ich
VNV Nation
Slayer
Dimmu Borgir






About myself : I'm a High School Student, in the 112th grade, my group of friends are okay, they share some of the same interests as me, I am currently working on starting a band, to help with my little anger problems ( being a vocalist helps alot )I also try to play drums...oh and just so you know, I'm Bisexual, and a proud member of the groups listed below.

My Poetry : My poetry seems to reflect everything that is wrong in this world, but true, I will not say I hope you enjoy my works, for it is yourself that decides if you like them or not, and you shouldn't have to be encouraged. Note : I am not depressed, so I do not need your sympathy or friendship, keep that to yourself. I can just tap into the minds of what it is like, being I have been there and done that and Im through with it all.

My Views on Christianity : My views on christianity are very negative, I see christianity as being full of lies and contradictions, supported by the bible of course, just take the time to read it, I believe the christian god is a lie and man made, just like the bible all the christians read from, Christianity, through historical fact, is a perversion of many different pagan religions, perverted to support their own cause, and make the religions they borrowed from look bad.

My Views on Satanism : Satanism, It's not the sacrificing of animals, babies, and humans, infact, Satanism is just the opposite of that, they do not sacrifice, or enjoy killing at all, they try to avoid it, Satanism is about indulgence in life, and enjoying life to the fullest, Satan is not a demon, or a being at all, but a sign or force that is used to represent Non-conformity and work towards change and indulgence in life, all the "sins" as the christians would say. So studying Satanism doesn't make you an evil person, infact it makes you much wiser person...Satanism is by far, a more peaceful religion than christianity, which supports the slaughter of homosexuals, witches, etc.

My views on Homosexuality : My views on homosexuality is simple, it's not wrong at all, it's who a person is, and who they always were, they can't help it, nor would they want to, most of them are happy with who they are, and the only reason people hate homosexuality so much, is because it's not socially acceptable to accept people who are different, I am a full supporter of the gay rights movement, and gay rights in general, so let the march continue towards acceptance, may we never back down from the battle that is waging for our rights, may we go head on into the blaze of fire, let us be known and accepted, let us have equal rights!

My Atheism : I myself am an Atheist, with my own views on religion, I do not believe there is an after life, I do not believe there is a god, I do not believe any of that , I believe when you die you go into the ground, cremated, etc. I believe all the so called "Miracles" in life are do to technology we have, or the will of that person to live, I do not believe when someone gets shot, and lives, that a god or angel blesses them so they live, I believe that they were going to live anyway, or fought for their own life, I believe in the theory of evolution, I believe in the big bang theory, I believe in the scientific facts, and science is infact, closing in on the bible, and explaining all the plagues and "miracles of god" that the bible says, which I must say, was written by the ignorance of the time.

(I'm now a LaVey Satanist)

You're freedom to express your views : I fully believe that you have the freedom to express your views on anything you wish to do, though sometimes it's not good to be big-headed and try to control everyone elses views with your own views, what I have done above, was merely give you an insight into what my views are, I do not wish for you to accept them or reject them,and I do not wish to offend,and sorry if that is what I have done, but only know that is how I think, feel free to give your opinions on my author page, I would love to hear them. good luck, and peace be with you all that deserve it.

Marilyn Manson - The Fight Song


Nothing suffocates you more than
the passing of everyday human events
Isolation is the oxygen mask you make
your children breath into survive

But I'm not a slave to a god
that doesn't exist
But I'm not a slave to a world
that doesn't give a shit

And when we were good
you just closed you eyes
So when we are bad
we're going to scar your minds

fight, fight, fight, fight

You'll never grow up to be a big-
rock-star-celebrated-victim-of-your-fame
They'll just cut our wrists like
cheap coupons and say that death
was on sale today

And when we were good
you just closed you eyes
So when we are bad
we'll scar your minds

But I'm not a slave to a god
that doesn't exist
But I'm not a slave to a world
that doesn't give a shit

the death of one is a tragedy
the death of one is a tragedy
the death of one is a tragedy
but death of a million is just a statistic

[CHORUS]

fight, fight, fight, fight


Dimmu Borgir - Puritania
We do away with your kind
Countdown to exterminate the human race
0, 3, 2, 1

Let chaos entwine
On defenseless soil
Remove errors of man
And sweep all the weakening kind

I am war, I am pain
I am all you've ever slain
I am tears in your eyes
I am grief, I am lies

Bygone are tolerance
And presence of grace
Scavengers are set out
To cleanse the human filth parade

I am pure, I am true
I am all over you
I am laugh, I am smile
I am the earth defiled

I am the cosmic storms
I am the tiny worms
I am fear in the night
I am bringer of light

Nine Inch Nails - Heresy

He sewed his eyes shut
because he is afraid to see
he tries to tell me
what i put inside of me
he's got the answers
to ease my curiosity
he dreamed a god up
and called it christianity

God is dead
and no one cares
if there is a hell
i'll see you there

he flexed his muscles
to keep his flock of sheep in line
he made a virus
that would kill off all the swine
his perfect kingdom
of killing, suffering and pain
demands devotion
atrocities done in his name

God is dead
and no one cares
if there is a hell
i'll see you there
your god is dead
and no one cares
if there is a hell
i'll see you there
God is dead
and no one cares
if there is a hell
i'll see you there
(your god is dead)
God is dead
and no one cares
(and no one cares)
drowning in his own hypocrisy
and if there is a hell
I'll see you see you there

burning with your god in humility
will you die for this?

A Perfect Circle - Judith

you're such an inspiration for ways that i will never ever choose to be.
oh so many ways for me to show you how your savior has abandoned you.
Thank(fuck) your god.
he did this, took all you had and left you this way.
still you pray, never stray, never taste of the fruit. never thought to question why.
it's not like you killed someone.
it's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side.
praise the one who left you broken down and paralyzed.
he did it all for you.
oh so many ways for me to show you how your dogma has abandoned you.
pray to your christ, to your god.
never taste of the fruit,
never stray, never break,
never choke on a lie,
even though he's the one who did this to you
thought to question why
it's not like you killed someone.
it's not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side.
talk to jesus christ as if he knows the reasons why he
did this all to you.
he did it all for you.

This was last updated on August 3rd 2005 at 8:31PM Eastern Time.

I plan to make my return to writing poetry very soon, I am aware it has been months since I have posted something new, and I do plan to change that.

~Updating this more, soon~