I'm the last minute scribbles, the tear splodges, the pen starts to stutter and then just die leaving unfinished syllables and incomplete stories. I’ll always be the shadow of the girl with the cross-hatch wrists. The girl in the back of the room who you might have once asked “pleasecaniborrowapencil?”
You threw the letters out like they might perform a back flip in the air and drop-kick you in the face for forming them wrong. The lopsided shy smile I flashed your way might as well have been me baring my vampire-like front teeth for you shuddered and turned away so fast a strand of your chocolate hair bit me on the cheek.
I feel like I want to tell you everything, open up the chamber of my secrets and hope the poison doesn’t kill you.
but baby, you'll be gone by the time the first tear squeezes past eye-lids shut so tight they feel like they are breaking, locking, shutting down.
&& it's okay. just run.
no-one expected you to stay around away.
You threw the letters out like they might perform a back flip in the air and drop-kick you in the face for forming them wrong. The lopsided shy smile I flashed your way might as well have been me baring my vampire-like front teeth for you shuddered and turned away so fast a strand of your chocolate hair bit me on the cheek.
I feel like I want to tell you everything, open up the chamber of my secrets and hope the poison doesn’t kill you.
but baby, you'll be gone by the time the first tear squeezes past eye-lids shut so tight they feel like they are breaking, locking, shutting down.
&& it's okay. just run.
no-one expected you to stay around away.
- Last seen 10 hours ago. Member since August 10, 2007.
- I'm a hyperbolic pebble poet for 1,819 comments.
- I am a 15 year old person (Great Britain)
- I am in the groups AP penpals, Anime and Japanese Culture Love, Eating Disorders, Static On The Airway, The Night Your Guardian Angel Fell, To Write Love On Her Arms Tonight, Vocabulary Word of the Day
- I have 1,819 comments, 12 contests, 1 column, 166 poems, 1 story, 3 journals
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Sometimes I dream that I’m stuffed beneath the floor boards like all little dirty secrets are, its damp and crowded as I’m sharing residenc38 lines, 16 comments, November 23. In Noguest
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yesterday you were re-birthed
from consecrated tears35 lines, 5 comments, November 11
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She ducked under flailing arms and quick-stepped her feet over and under the thong of high-heels an loafer. The music pounded in her ears and thinking here was impossible. She dodged a couple in an embrace, the girl intoxicat463 lines, 5 comments, July 7. In <600 words
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glamour glitch. on November 27Indeed I did change my page again. (:
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