Writing is like breathing for me; without it I suffocate. I have been writing poetry and prose since I was about eight and it has gotten more important and essential to me as I've gotten older. Writing helps me deal with all the junk that I've been through. It helps just as much as all the medications that I've been perscribed and the best part is the only side effects are feeling better, getting compliments, and feeling important for having shard my opinions with people.
- Last seen 2 days ago. Member since February 6, 2006.
- I'm a aventurine thought poet for 50 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "the truth hurts, but lies kill".
- I am a 18 year old girl from Massachusetts (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a student.



























- I am in the groups A Sanctuary for the Lost Alone Dark or, A day stained in blood The life of a c, Beautiful Minds Dark Addictions, Desperately Seeking Help, Eating Disorders, Girl Interrupted, lost in this world
- I have 50 comments, 112 poems, 144 stories, 3 journals
My Poetry
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You look at me through the thick glass
of the door to the padded room I'm in53 lines, 1 comment, June 2. In schizophrenia, mother daughter relationships, mental illness, angst, pain -
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I would like to enter this contest please send me the prompts25 lines, 3 comments, May 15
My Stories
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The doctor’s office is freezing cold, I hate that I’m always so cold. I hate that the doctor makes me change into a hospital gown to get weighed. Sure at home I weigh myself naked, but unlike the doctor I won’t admit myself
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“You haven’t eaten in days.” Sandy told me as she handed me a menu. “You need to call down to dining services and order some lunch.”11419 lines, November 19. In 600-2000 words
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Just then a couple nurses descended on me. They switched my oxygen back to the wall source and hooked me up to the heart monitor and oxygen monitor at my bedside. One of them took a urine sample from my foley bag and anothe1019 lines, November 19. In 600-2000 words
My journal entries
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I just went on a ten mile bike ride and I feel pretty good physically right now because of that. i drank an entire 32 ounce bottle of diet peach iced tea during the course of my bike ride too. I burned 375 calories which makes it all even better. 1 Right now I am really hot and sweaty and smelly and will be takJune 8, 300 words. → Make first comment?
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I feel so sick of myself. I just ate lunch. All I had was a salad and but I feel gross. It was a big salad. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and that includes a weight check so I'm kind of nervous. I really, really, really hope and pray that I didn't gain any weight. 1 On another note, I had a really g
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I feel so fat right now. I know in my head that I still wear children's size fourteen at age seventeen, so i can't be that fat, but knowing that doesn't stop me from feeling enormouos. 1 I both hate and love having an eating disorder. At the moment I am half heartedly trying to recover, but I say it's half he
