ForgivenSilver• Show poetry

12/20/08- It feels like a lifetime since I've been on here. A long, difficult lifetime. I'm tired of it all and i crave a new beginning. A new start, a new name. So my dear friends that read this, help me suceed in that? Please? I'm indenial, true...but i need help. I need support, I need a future. This passage won't reveal much about me, but i'll update it soon enough.

♥ your lovely stranger,
ForgivenSilver



5/21/09- Hello to all who ever come across my page. Last time I actually wrote on my page, I was on a complete and total downer. Life sucked, addiction kills, and I stood alone as the Christmas Break dragged on. Ah yes, things sure have changed. My habbits have balanced out and I am no longer ditching school to roam around looking for my next fix. No. It's quite different. I feel better but fearful. Summer is coming and that only equals craziness! But I'm a true blue party animal and can't wait to pull out the hookahs and shot glasses!
>>>But to be sure to all, I really was in a mess. I won't go into detail but things have brightened up slightly, as stated before. However my nicotine candies have increased but it's better than being stoned out of my mind twenty four seven. (lung cancer, yes i know. but we all die anyways)
>>>Speaking of dieing and things that relate to it...like religion; well, if i was forced to put myself into a category of all the cool, kooky religions out there, it would have to be Pantheism. I honestly don't dismiss any religious belief (except karma) and beleive in all spiritual idols, but Pantheism resembles me most. Nature and the Universe are the godly figures hear. In this religion, we don't dwell on our past or get all worked up about the afterlife. For it doesn't matter. What matters is what you are doing now on earth. How to conserve the mysteries and beauties of this place. We feel wonder hear and express it through good deeds and prayer to Nature. We beleive in all equal human rights and embrace life's joys. Science is a significant role also and is highly respected. It's damn pretty cool.
>>>But, I'm not sure if I'm totally ready to start broadcasting my title as a Pantheist. Afterall, I was baptised as a Catholic and do look to the Virgin Mary with respect. I don't really pray anymore and usually don't talk much about this subject. So i will shut up now.

♥ your familiar friend,
ForgivenSilver