~In Loving Memory Of Bennie Brian Johnson~
~May 3, 1979 - June 12, 2006~
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(O.o)
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I'm a heavy Equipment Mechanic in a Coal Mine....That's right...I'm one of the Miserable Fucking Failures...Maintenance Detail of Century Mine.....And in my job, much like my life, nothing ever goes as planned....Murphy's Law kicks our asses underground, and he doesn't stop there....
Of all the things I lost, my mind was the first....A brilliant man once said that, and this holds true for me...But I'd rather that been the only thing than what else I have lost...Meh...Shit happens......I'm a father to be...In a way...I have a kid on the way, but the mother isn't with me anymore...I'm just....Too stupid to realize what is going on, and to immature to understand...So....Once again...Shit happens...
I'm a changing person, in an everchanging world...Wanting so badly to grow up for the past couple years and have been utterly unable to do so...But now, being forced to....My party days didn't last long, and neither has anything else in my life...Work is all that is good for me, so I work all the time...Work my fucking ass off....
I smoke cigarettes, chew tobacco underground...Redman is the shit....And I drink on very rare and yet seemingly random occasions, but once my child is born, i'm done with it....Even the smoking most likely.....
I've lost my faith in humanity....No belief in society....I'm a working class hero I suppose....my ignorance and massive ability to be the most stubborn person alive has been confused for persistence.....Despite all the curve balls life has thrown me, especially lately, I manage to keep my job, keep my life out of the work place, continue to climb trough the ranks at a pretty decently rapid rate, and stay alive....Life is worth living, even if it is pointless........
Much respect....
The Exploited
Chaos is my Life
No future no future
No future at all
No money no job
You've got fuck all
[Chorus]
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Another fucking restart
Is waiting for you
The future is fucked
More chaos for you
[Chorus]
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Don't let the bastards
Get to you
The future is chaos
And chaos is you
[Chorus]
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life [x4]
IMarilyn Manson
Evidence
You have eyes that
Lead me on
And a body that
Shows me death
Your lips look like they were made
For something else but
They just suck my breath
I want your pain
To taste why you're ashamed
And I know you're not just what you say to me
And I'm not the only moment you're made of
You're so sudden and sweet
All legs, knuckle, knees
Head's blown clean off
Your mouth's paid off
Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint
Over the evidence
I want you wanting me
I want what I see in your eyes
So give me something to be scared of
Don't give me something to satisfy
You're so sudden and sweet
All legs, knuckle, knees
Head's blown clean off
Your mouth's paid off
Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint
Over the evidence
I want your pain
To taste why you're ashamed
And I know you're not just what you say to me
And I'm not the only moment you're made of
You're so sudden and sweet
All legs, knuckle, knees
Head's blown clean off
Your mouth's paid off
Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint
Over the evidence
Well.....that is all for now.........
~May 3, 1979 - June 12, 2006~
(\ /)
(O.o)
(>" <---
/_|_\ put on your profile to put him further into his
quest of world domination!
I'm a heavy Equipment Mechanic in a Coal Mine....That's right...I'm one of the Miserable Fucking Failures...Maintenance Detail of Century Mine.....And in my job, much like my life, nothing ever goes as planned....Murphy's Law kicks our asses underground, and he doesn't stop there....
Of all the things I lost, my mind was the first....A brilliant man once said that, and this holds true for me...But I'd rather that been the only thing than what else I have lost...Meh...Shit happens......I'm a father to be...In a way...I have a kid on the way, but the mother isn't with me anymore...I'm just....Too stupid to realize what is going on, and to immature to understand...So....Once again...Shit happens...
I'm a changing person, in an everchanging world...Wanting so badly to grow up for the past couple years and have been utterly unable to do so...But now, being forced to....My party days didn't last long, and neither has anything else in my life...Work is all that is good for me, so I work all the time...Work my fucking ass off....
I smoke cigarettes, chew tobacco underground...Redman is the shit....And I drink on very rare and yet seemingly random occasions, but once my child is born, i'm done with it....Even the smoking most likely.....
I've lost my faith in humanity....No belief in society....I'm a working class hero I suppose....my ignorance and massive ability to be the most stubborn person alive has been confused for persistence.....Despite all the curve balls life has thrown me, especially lately, I manage to keep my job, keep my life out of the work place, continue to climb trough the ranks at a pretty decently rapid rate, and stay alive....Life is worth living, even if it is pointless........
Much respect....
The Exploited
Chaos is my Life
No future no future
No future at all
No money no job
You've got fuck all
[Chorus]
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Another fucking restart
Is waiting for you
The future is fucked
More chaos for you
[Chorus]
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Don't let the bastards
Get to you
The future is chaos
And chaos is you
[Chorus]
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life [x4]
IMarilyn Manson
Evidence
You have eyes that
Lead me on
And a body that
Shows me death
Your lips look like they were made
For something else but
They just suck my breath
I want your pain
To taste why you're ashamed
And I know you're not just what you say to me
And I'm not the only moment you're made of
You're so sudden and sweet
All legs, knuckle, knees
Head's blown clean off
Your mouth's paid off
Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint
Over the evidence
I want you wanting me
I want what I see in your eyes
So give me something to be scared of
Don't give me something to satisfy
You're so sudden and sweet
All legs, knuckle, knees
Head's blown clean off
Your mouth's paid off
Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint
Over the evidence
I want your pain
To taste why you're ashamed
And I know you're not just what you say to me
And I'm not the only moment you're made of
You're so sudden and sweet
All legs, knuckle, knees
Head's blown clean off
Your mouth's paid off
Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint
Over the evidence
Well.....that is all for now.........
- Last seen on Dec 1 5:24 PM. Member since August 1, 2005.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 138 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "One man's struggle to survive..Can become a threat to another man's life....".
- I am a 20 year old guy from Ohio (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm an underground grease monkey.
- I am in the groups Black Book, Clapsholas Speir Inis, Dorcha Speir Cathair, Geal Speir Aigean, Lilys Butterfly Garden, River Styx, The Darktree Clan, The Hitchhikers A to Z Guide to Races, The Kingdom of SaLO
- I have 138 comments, 86 poems, 1 story
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I work shrouded in darkness
And my worldd isn't much better28 lines, 1 comment, September 21 -
The moths eat away at my stomach, They do this everytime your near.23 lines, 3 comments, February 14, 2008
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Light yourself a cigarette and smoke away your life Lay down your soul at the hands of the puppetteer
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Dani Doom on September 18Hey babe,
How you doin' tonight?
Are you feelin' alright?
Am I out of your mind?
But I,
I'm not ready to fold,
I wanna grow old,
With your hands on my heart,
So,
Given in to the scold,
It's not the way I wanna go,
Everything's everything,
Your wide-eyed smile and the tears it evoked,
Your racist words that no one provoked,
I don't want to let you go,
Hey babe,
What's on your mind,
Please tell me you got that IM,
About robbin' me blind,
Of all the time that we spent,
And the only one that's my true friend,
Everything's everything,
Throughout all the pain that's been spoken,
And all the promises that have been broken,
I don't want to let you go,
Erase all these clouds of damnation,
In your eyes I wanna see salvation,
I don't want to let you go,
Your wide-eyed smile and the tears it evoked,
The racist words that no one provoked,
I don't want to let you go,
I don't wanna let go,
I don't wanna let go,
(Never let you go,)
Erase all these clouds of damnation,
(Never let you go,)
In your eyes I wanna see salvation,
(Never let you go,)
I don't want to let you go.
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Sophie 1 on August 7Hey you...you know who this is. Message me sometime when you're on. I'm generally cloaked....
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Rose Darkest Night on June 29Hey butt, way to not talk to me for months. :[
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Sophie 1 on June 9Heylo. Welcome to the party pal.
