Fallout49• Show poetry

I'm a 16 year old girl who lives in Ottawa, Canada. I'm emo... yes, I said it. I also hate it when people judge me because of that. Get over it people. Emo is me, I am emo. (Sorry about the little rant, it's meant for a friend from school.) I've seen it all, and write about it all. Life sucks- get used to it. Things I love- summer, spending time with my friends, my computer *hugs monitor*, clear summer nights. Things I hate- people who judge, love songs (I love them, but I want to scream when I hear them sometimes), techno music (ok, maybe some of it is ok...), gangsters (they scare me. I always think that they're going to like pull out a gun and shoot me on the spot- at least where I live. I'm sure there's many perfectly nice gangsters, but...), hypocrites.

Check out my friends seapel-133 and gotgifts. Also, evening whispers, knockout johnny, Hidden Girl, -ButterflyCuts-, and Not Needed are definately worth checking out!!!

Also my AP brother perfect-cadence and my AP mother Tabitha-Robin, who are both more than worth the time it takes to click!

"I long to be like you, lie cold in the ground like you"

"Not this time, I won't lie to keep you near me and in this short life there's no time to waste on giving up, my love wasn't enough."

"If I could find you now things would get better- we could leave this town and run forever."

"Trust me, there's no need to fear. Everyone's here waiting for you to finally be one of us."

"Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim? No matter what you say it don't take away the pain that I feel inside. I'm tired of all the lies, don't nobody know why it's the blind leading the blind."


"You're too important for anyone, you play the role of all you long to be. But I, I know who you really are, you're the one who cries when you're alone."

"You will never be strong enough, you will never be good enough, you were never concieved in love, you will never rise above."

"They'll never see, I'll never be, I struggle on and on to feed this hunger burning deep inside of me."

"I never said I'd lie and wait forever, if I died we'd be together"

"I've been down every road you could go, I made some bad choices as you know. Seems I got this whole world cradled in my hands, but it's just like me not to understand."

"Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile, the precious moments are all lost in the tide, they're swept away and nothing is what it seems."

"So give me all your poison, and give me all your pills, and give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill. You're running after something that you'll never kill. If this is what you want then fire at will"

"If I die tomorrow as the minutes fade away I can't remember, have I said all I can say? You're my everything, you make me feel so alive."

"So what good am I to you if I can't be broken?"

"I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface. Don't know what you're expecting of me, put under the pressure of walking in your shoes. Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow, every step that I take is another mistake to you."

"You feel a lost desire, I no longer want to die."

"Summer has come and passed, the innocent can never last wake me up when September ends like my father's come to pass, seven years have gone so fast wake me up when September ends. Here comes the rain again falling from the sun. Drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are."