Fallin 4u again• Show poetry

My name is Tiffany. i have had some prblems in my life but who hasnt. i live everyday trying to make it better than the last i havent had the easiest life but i take what im giving and i try to make something great i out of it...i have an eatting disorder yes.i cut myself yes i use to do drugs yes i use to drink yes...all these questions have simple answers that all lead to one big question that everyone asks me and the answer to that question is the most fucked up answer of them all...the answer is cuz some asshole decided he was gonig to rape me...ive been put away which is where i met Katie Dowker....shes such an amazing girl no matter how many times she has made me cry or broken my heart i will always love her the same she means so much to me and she always will i thought the worst when i didnt talk to her and she brightens my day when i did...i love her to death and i hope she never forgets that. if she was closer to me than maybe just maybe we could be together! cuz she was the first girl i actually loved and that got ripped out from underneath us cuz my dad but you know what hes moved past that and knows he cant stop me and imma be with who i want...i just wish he would of come to that conclusion when i could still go to her house and hold her in my arms at night and kiss her lips and smile i miss you katie so damn much and you really do mean the world to me!!! i love her so damn much and to be honest ive realized that i would wait for her even if it ment waiting for the rest of my life.i see myself with her forever! i see me being with her till the end of time till i breath my last breathe. katie i know your going to read this so what im saying is i would wait for you to come closer to wherei was to be with you again and i wouldnt be with anyone else i would wait for you! i want you to know this i want you to realize that how i feel for you is no joke but its for real i love you babyy
i have been writing alot i just havent been keeping up with my site which to everyone who actually takes the time to read what i write and likes it im sorry i will get some new stuff on here soon enough!!!!
im 16 years old and ive lived a pretty fucked up life but what can i say no ones perfect thats for sure and i am far from it and i will be the first to admit it!!

but this is me and i like to write and im an ordinary girl living in this fucked up world just like everyone else!!!






This feeling so strong

My breath catches
Deep in my chest
As I stand Here
Trying to show my best.

I look deep into
Your beautiful eyes
And I wonder why
It took me so long to realize

That you my love
Are the one
That I belong with
This prize I have won.

You took my heart
And kept it safe
You dried my tears
And put a smile on my face.

For you my love
I would move
Mountains and drain rivers
My love to you to prove