Ezra the fallen• Show poetry

STILL UNDER RENEVATION

well... iguess i thought i needed to do something to my main page being as i havent really changed it since i started going to this site. first i'd like to say that i feel bad that i can not donate to this site but sadly i have no cash to spare. i'd also like to state that i find it laughable that i'm even doing this thing, i mean who actually reads my page anyway, plus i've lost most of the friends i had on here so... and in case she reads this im lookin forward to the next thing Enid writes.

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"We are the dead"
                ~George Orwell

"If you question my motives,you question my way of life. Either might get you killed."
           ~Ned Green

"...like a patch of midnight that had never been cleared away."
                                                          ~J.R.R.Tolkien

"Four guys go down a trail. A grenade sails out. One guys jumps on it and takes the blast, but it's a killer grenade and everybody dies anyway. Before they die, though, one of the dead guys says, "The fuck you do that for?" and the jumper says "Story of my life, man," and the other guys starts to smile but he's dead."
                              ~Tim O'Brian

"Thats a true story that never happened"
                                       ~Tim O'Brian

a list of what made me...
girls
cocain
bad friends
imagination
art work
alcohol
lust
music
duster
pain
joy
my parents
my sister's suicidal tendencys
my asshole brother-in-law
lies
light
dark
tobacco
pot
JRR Tolkien
magic cards
self induced misery
my sexually abusive uncle
being teased as a little kid
Harry
Steavie
Applebee
Ned
Callahan
Auston
Najar
Samantha(first "love")
Doug
Marissa(i doubt she would have guessed)
Tiffany
Mike
Sarah
Forton
Dan
Mrs. Christianson
Ms. Yates
Mr. Creeten
Tyler
Ryan
the other Ryan
my grandmother
my other grandmother
my dead great-grandmother
all three of my dead grandfathers
my cousins
my brilliant but missled aunt
all of my respectable uncles
school
newspaper delivery
parties
poetry
paintings
drawings
philosophy
rapping
music
opium
addiction with in it's self
masterbating
passion with out love
hating God
loving God
hating people
loving people
hating my family
loving my family
not knowing where to go
homemade bongs
FinalFantasyXI
Daemon Tzion Hess
the begining of a grasp of what is out there
the truth
the lies
wisdom
arrogance
humility
constantly contradicting myself
Warhammer
Axis & Allies
unmfinished poems
being exeedingly self absorbed
the love of duster
the total hatred of duster
the fake attempt at love for myself
the constant hatred of myself
barney
fatty foods
fasting
camping
narcotics in general
energy drinks
energy pills
snowboarding
my bycicle
mental one night stands
confusion
doing anything i can to get a high
from taking abnormal amounts of extra strength benedryl
to huffing permenent markers in the restroom
gushers
Mike Ingalls
A.A.
Buxton School R.D.
Oakhill R.D.
mario (the ultimate game)
terrible tasting liquor
pokemon
hot topic
goth clothes
Christianity
faithlessness
broken spirits
satan himself
the police
my principles
my teachers
and of course the most important thing in my life and the most prominent thing in my past my savior and massiah The Lord Jesus Christ "for God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son"







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MidnightRaven
Raven Aurora
MuseStalker
EraOfTheDamned
WorstIntentions
Keyseager
Saratis
Manicmuze
rosebud
GlassSlippers
Luvbytes
SealedWithATear
jendragon
mistletoe
2minds1eye  
ParadoxesDream
Made2GlorifyHim
Lynxear
Jaded
Just77
Carla04
Waiting4you15
fatachk420
MsManda
sombershadowz
dutchygirl
desire




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evanescence
stained
eminem
johnny cash
black eyed peas
tool
marilyn manson
korn
enya
bubba sparxxx
godsmack
dido
nas









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