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Eyes sewn open

Well, I'm back *gasp* I've re-discovered my old account after about 3 years of being crazy @_o

I'm doing better - working, off drugs, no longer suicidal and drowning in depression...

I've got some new stuff I'm sure you'll love and will be posting periodicly while I shut down the account I started when I thought this one was deleted...

anywho if you remember me from the time of yester-years hit me up and we'll catch up on old times.

love-ness

The_bre

  • Last seen on Nov 20 3:31 AM. Member since November 28, 2003.
  • I'm a jade dragon poet for 246 comments.
  • My mood is , and quote is "trust in your first instincts".
  • I am a 21 year old girl from California (United States)
  • When I'm not writing, I'm in home care provider.
  • Visit my homepage at myspace.com/misscha0s
  • I have 246 comments, 77 poems, 2 stories, 3 journals

Poems I'm focused on

  • Wake up crying
    I'm only real in my dreams
    where I'm running from my fears
    28 lines, 2 comments, May 9
  • In this moment
    My eyes were red
    rung in black
    133 lines, 7 comments, February 13, 2006. In Dark
  • Let Me
    Smiles
    Laughter
    144 lines, 3 comments, March 3, 2004. In Contemporary

My Poetry

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  • break down
    everything is fucked
    nothing makes sense
    28 lines, October 13
  • weep
    my tears are silent, aching things
    spilled in the dark, cried in my dreams
    2 lines, July 29
  • rain
    15 lines, 1 comment, May 11
  • Secrets Hurt
    and I will live it with no secrets
    [my heart is open, on my sleeve]
    23 lines, May 10

My Stories

  • eyes sewn open
    Why? My entire life has been filled with pain and betrayal and hatred. Those who became close to me tell me I never deserved it, that I’m stronger, better than that. But not on
    713 lines, 4 comments, January 30, 2006. In <200 lines, Depression, Inspirational
  • a boy and a girl
    it feels as though she's spent her life in tears, sure there were the good point, good people - but basically her life has been filled with nothing but pain. she's found ways t
    594 lines, 5 comments, December 4, 2005. In <200 lines, Romance

My journal entries

  • However I try to count it
    Four years. 1 My world was utterly shattered in the sonic blast that was my screaming, only for the fragmented shards of glass to invade me with my sobs and dissolve me till I was hollow. 2 I was sitting on the counter in 5th period English after handing out papers to the class, avidly reading one of Cody's,
    November 17, 700 words. → Make first comment?
  • appathetic
    Apathy is like a poison, spilling over from my thoughts, into my actions and even my dreams. 1 Do I ever feel anything anymore? 2 No... thats not true... I feel guilt, and self loathing... 3 I second guess everything I say or do... or don't say and don't do... 4 For the umpteenth time in my life I wis
    August 29, In Contemplative, Depression.  200 words. → Make first comment?
  • hypersensitive
    there's gunk under my toe nails and my scalp tingles 1 my eyelashes are heavy from one too many layers of mascara and I'm acutely aware of the strangeness of having them curled 2 my back and belly ache, it's just about that time of the month again 3 I need to shave, I hate that prickly sensation 4 I'm
    July 26, In Contemplative, Diary.  300 words. → Make first comment?

Guest Book

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  • -Darkest Desire- on December 10, 2005
    whooo, girl, LOVE tjose LASHES!! woo, damn girl your pretty lol
    very nice, so i owe you a giggle huh? hmmmm, lemme think and i'll come back and defiently give ya one ok? deal
    thanks again
    ~Lea
  • sidewinder on October 16, 2004
    pouncesssssss alllllll over your authorpage
    Muahahahahahahahaha

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