EmotionXxXoverload• Show poetry

well first of all...
http://www.myspace.com/emotionxxxoverload
-my myspace, thought i should put that there.

ok well i guess its very easy to lie about who you are on the internet.
but then what would be the point?
the reason i use this site is because it gives me an outlet that doesnt involve a blade.
i also use it because people dont know its you.
but i'll tell you this.
my poems may stretch the truth at times but the emotion will always be there.
my poetry is extremely honest, and can be considered a diary.



TO EVERY GIRL

To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times.
To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky.
To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot.
To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.
To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.
To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess.
To every girl that just wants to hold hands.
To every girl that kisses him with meaning.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO JUST WISHES HE CARED MORE.
To every girl who just once, wants a guy to give their jacket up when she is cold.
To every girl who just wants him to call.
To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.
To every girl that just wants to cuddle.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO SHOWS HOW MUCH SHE CARES BUT GETS NOTHING BACK.
To every girl that ever thought "Maybe this one could be the one."
To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny.
To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.
To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS WORDS BACKED UP WITH ACTIONS.
TO EVERY girl that FELL for ALL the LIES ONLY TO FIND THEMSELVES ALONE in the END.
To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.
To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day." And it will be




That One Person

There is always gonna be
That one person that no matter
What they do or what they say
or how many times they may hurt you
You just can't let them go because
They just mean so much to you

If you have ever loved someone so
much, then put this on you page in
memory of them



i have an alright family (wouldnt go as far as to say normal)
an amazingly talented friend (caty, AKA LaCkOfCoLoUr)
an great boyfriend in which words dont explain (but i shall try my best anyways)




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╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on your
║╩╣║║║║║ page if you are emo
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ or support emos xx
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favourite bands:
WAY TOO MANY (in no particular order): some of them-the used, the academy is..., painc at the disco, cobra starship, AFI, the all american rejects, boys like girls, bullet for my valentine, calling all cars, the cab, mayday parade, the getaway plan, cute is what we aim for, dashboard confessionals, death cab for cutie,emery, faker, the fray, funeral for a friend, good charlotte, greenday, jimmy eat world, the killers, mika, modest mouse, motion city soundtrack, paramore, the red jumpsuit appartus, story of the year, the veronicas, 30 seconds to mars, yellowcard, kisschasy, hot lies, angelas dish, WAYWAYWAYWAY MORE



Favorite TV Shows:
THE OC! heros, one tree hill, laguna beach, gossip girl, dirty sexy money, the it crowd, black books, chasers war on everything, spicks and specks,
the office, stupid stupid man, extras, and more that i cant think of now...


Favorite Movies:
i cant remember them all but some are:
little miss sunshine
harry potter 4
pride and prejudice



Favorite Quotes:
LYRICS!
anyone who knows me knows i write lyrics on EVERYTHING!!



Interests:
MUSIC...LIVE MUSIC, writing, watching dvds, being lazy (im good at that),reading, computer




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Homophobia Is Wrong

There was a big list of things to try and make you sympathise and believe homophobia is a terrible thing and is completely wrong. However I don't need to post the list for everyone to be aware that anyone homophobic should be disgusted with themselves. If two people love each other. Let them be. End of story. Okay?

*Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.*


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I'm sorry

Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not taned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.

But most of all...

I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are





♥_♥_♥___♥_♥_ Put this
♥___♥_♥___♥ heart
_♥___♥___♥_ on your
__♥_____♥__ page if
___♥___♥___ you love
____♥_♥____ someone
_____♥_____ very much









-these are my fav used songs at the moment but it kinda changes every week.


...QUOTES...

ok so most of these are off ONE TREE HILL but, i still think that they are so true.


these quotes could mean everything to you. or they could mean nothing. it depends how you interpret them, no actually, it depends on how you see life, what you've been through




T.H. White said, "Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us in return."

that is the truest thing i have ever read.



I thought I knew you, but I guess it's easier to see what we want than to look for the truth. You think you know me, but you don't. And that means that you don't know what I can do. You see me as someone who's popular and has all the answers. That's not true. I may not always know what I'm doing, but I'll try to make things better. And when I make a mistake, because face it, we all do, I promise I'll ask for your help. I can't do this alone, but if you'll take a chance on me we can do great things together. I promise if you believe in me I'll find the courage to reach for your every dream. John F. Kennedy said "the courage of life is a magnificent mixture of triumph and tragedy. A man does what he must in spite of personal consequences, in spite of obstacles and dangers and pressures." And that is the basis of all morality.

yeah. i wrote something so similar to this before. and then i saw it on tv. most people probably wont understand this. one day you will. thats not a good thing, but you know wat they say:
the truth hurts




Octavio Paz once wrote, “Solitude is the profoundest fact of the human condition. Man is the only being who knows he is alone."



Stephen King once wrote, "Time takes it all whether you want it to or not, time takes it all. Time bares it away, and in the end there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometimes we lose them there again"



Lucas: And Hansel said to Gretel, “Let us drop these breadcrumbs so that together we find our way home because losing our way would be the most cruel of things.” This year, I lost my way.
Nathan: And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate, but losing your reason for the journey is a fate more cruel.
Peyton: The journey lasted eight months. Sometimes I traveled alone; sometimes there were others who took the wheel. And took my heart. But when the destination was reached, it wasn’t me who arrived. It wasn’t me at all.
Brooke: And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be or lose that person completely.
Mouth: Because sometimes you have to step outside the person you’ve been and remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are.

what happens when you cant find your way back?



Tennessee Williams once wrote, “We all live in a house on fire – no fire department to call, no way out. Just the upstairs window to look out of while the fire burns the house down with us trapped in it.”



: At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is one



HL Mencken wrote, "Every normal man must be tempted at times to spit upon his hands, hoist the black flag, and begin slitting throats."

SSSWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNEYYYYYYYY TTTTTTTTOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!.....lol i love sweeney todd!




ok well.
i LOVE music.
music is the closest thing to something i have.
and its mine.
im a very uncertain person.
i will look and plan ahead.
i will analise words till they barely mean anything.
my friend told me that i think to much.
and that is very true.

i guess some people would call that paranoia.

well my name emotionXxXoverload is pretty straight foward...
i feel alot all the time.
which isnt necessarily a bad thing,
it just means i have a permanent headache




well there you go. thats the worst piece of writing about myself i think i'v ever given. but i guess you kinda get the point.




if you feel the need to msg me i will be happy to tlk. but if not i hope you like my poems.