Please save me from
the safety of my silence.
SECRETS KILL!!!
I am a 33 year old woman.Mom to 4 children. Married.
A christian trying her best to find God, because somewhere
along the way, I lost him. Or he forgot me.I am not sure
of which. A abuse survivor trying heal from her past.
I spent my life trying to love myself, it nearly killed me. I simply don't know how. I am still working on it. I have been working with the same therapist for over ten years. He has become like a father to me. I secretly hope, I have become like a daughter to him.
I write because if I didn't , I think I would implode. It is a part of my therapy that my Therapist feels is an integral part of my healing.
I spent years hiding secrets. Now I am trying to voice them. It is much easier for me to emote through writing, than to have to physicaly speak.
To all of those who have added me as a favorite. Thank you.It is an honor.
My AP family
wyntyrdaze- grandmother
Storiesuntold-grandmother
Januaryrain-mother
Paloszoo- sister
Amy114-little sister
Dimished Compacity-sister
Dominated Angel25
- Last seen on Oct 12 8:40 AM. Member since March 15, 2006.
- I'm a obsidian idea poet for 597 comments.
- My mood is
, and quote is "Sometimes I forget my name.". - I am a 33 year old woman (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a mother and taxi service .
- I am in the groups A Glitter Scarred Mascara Teared Group, Captivate, Scarred but Beautiful, XxAcidicBruisesAndShatteredSoulsxX, Young Mums and Young Mums to be
- I have 597 comments, 8 contests, 254 poems
Poems I'm focused on
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Somedays, I can not hold back the tears,
I ache for what has been wrongly stolen from you,25 lines, 14 comments, October 19, 2008 -
I didn't spell check it.. just went with it as it flowed. not great I know, but to someone who saved my life..65 lines, 32 comments, December 27, 2006
My Poetry
Guest Book
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januaryrain on June 24Your poerty speaks for so many that cannot speak for themselves, writing does help to heal and so do your words.
I am so thankful to God that he has brought you into my life.
God bless you
hugs AP mom,
Sharon -
Whitaker : oops. lol on June 23I just entered your contest and left a message about it being my first contest. Much to my surprise it had just been so long that I forgot. I'm not in the habit of telling lies and I hope you won't hold it against me.
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AngelBellerose on June 13thank you hun for stopping by to read a poem Hugs Angel♥
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Girl-Interrupted on October 17, 2008i love and relate to your writings. they lead me to believe that there truley are others like myself. Kudos to you...
