I haven't updated this thing in so long so I decided that I finally would. There's nothing really much to say about me. I'm a 16-year-old girl from Illinois and I've always enjoyed writing even if I'm not that good at it. I love spending time with my friends, listening to music, watching the Oxygen channel with my friend Jake (haha no... he is not gay... it's just a weird thing for the two of us to do when we're bored), and so much other crap. A few of my closest friends are Jess, Clayton, Jake, Nicole, Sam, and a few others that I really don't think that they'd like to be mentioned.
So yes... my writing that I used to post on here was depressing and revolved mostly around broken hearts and relationships, shitty people, and depression. My writing styles have changed even if I hardly ever post anything anymore. I still dab into the things that I used to write about but I'm trying to change my writing styles. So yes... please feel free to read and comment my poetry. I'll be sure to comment you back! Thanks and I hope to talk to you sometime.
Stone Sour: Stone Sour
Bother
Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go until it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me bunny to digest
I wish I had a reason;
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go until it bleeds
(solo: corey)
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
With it's memories
Diaries left
With cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go until it bleeds
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I'll never live down my deceit
Strata
The Panic
Hold me until my head is clear again.
Cross off the names
Of all who died here,
And I'll become the sacred faith you lost.
I'm thinking...
Every second changes everything
In my life.
Every second changes everything -
The panic will see me through.
Naked, exposed our only fears tonight.
Scratches, vomit, I'm sleeping here again,
And I will
Wake up with a purpose,
I will be free -
I'm thinking...
Every second changes everything in my life
Every second changes everything -
The panic will see me through.
I think of all the bunny you said,
You made me hate myself again.
Then you say you're sorry...
I can't take this anymore.
You were wrong
And I was right by your side...
Every second changes everything
In my life...
Every second changes everything -
The panic will see me through.
Every second changes everything
In my life.
" Promises are nothing but bullshit."
" Even though you may fear and hate the demons of the world, that doesn't mean you can't cry with them."
" Eat me." I used to say this to my friends to freak them out....
" Do you not understand fucking english, bitch?"
" If some guy tells you he loves you, it's most likely bullshit."
"Love seems to be a four letter word that people say to make people belive in nothing but heartache."
Some of my favorite bands are Slipknot, Marilyn Manson, Korn, Smile Empty Soul, Breaking Benjamin, Stone Sour, Rob Zombie, Three Days Grace (older music), AFI, Chevelle, Disturbed, HIM, Hoobastank, Mudvayne, Drowning Pool, Staind, Godsmack, The Used, White Zombie, Finger Eleven, Hawthorne Heights, Crossfade, PIllar, Skillet, Panic! At The Disco, Bleed the Dream, Depeche Mode (everything from them... I'm a huge fan), U2 (particularly the older music but the newer music is good as well), and many more bands.
I don't know if anyone has seen this movie, but it seriously is one of the best movies out there! It's called Donnie Darko. I really can't explain it, but for bunnyin real... it's so fucking good! I loved it. Pay close attention though, or you won't get it.
If you ever want to IM me my screen names on AIM are darktearsoflove9 and drearysouls89. I usually log onto drearysouls89 so you have a better chance of getting me on that screen name than the other one. Oh yes... my hotmail sn is crimsontearsoflove9. Feel free to IM me! Thanks a lot!
So yes... my writing that I used to post on here was depressing and revolved mostly around broken hearts and relationships, shitty people, and depression. My writing styles have changed even if I hardly ever post anything anymore. I still dab into the things that I used to write about but I'm trying to change my writing styles. So yes... please feel free to read and comment my poetry. I'll be sure to comment you back! Thanks and I hope to talk to you sometime.
Stone Sour: Stone Sour
Bother
Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go until it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me bunny to digest
I wish I had a reason;
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go until it bleeds
(solo: corey)
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
With it's memories
Diaries left
With cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go until it bleeds
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I'll never live down my deceit
Strata
The Panic
Hold me until my head is clear again.
Cross off the names
Of all who died here,
And I'll become the sacred faith you lost.
I'm thinking...
Every second changes everything
In my life.
Every second changes everything -
The panic will see me through.
Naked, exposed our only fears tonight.
Scratches, vomit, I'm sleeping here again,
And I will
Wake up with a purpose,
I will be free -
I'm thinking...
Every second changes everything in my life
Every second changes everything -
The panic will see me through.
I think of all the bunny you said,
You made me hate myself again.
Then you say you're sorry...
I can't take this anymore.
You were wrong
And I was right by your side...
Every second changes everything
In my life...
Every second changes everything -
The panic will see me through.
Every second changes everything
In my life.
" Promises are nothing but bullshit."
" Even though you may fear and hate the demons of the world, that doesn't mean you can't cry with them."
" Eat me." I used to say this to my friends to freak them out....
" Do you not understand fucking english, bitch?"
" If some guy tells you he loves you, it's most likely bullshit."
"Love seems to be a four letter word that people say to make people belive in nothing but heartache."
Some of my favorite bands are Slipknot, Marilyn Manson, Korn, Smile Empty Soul, Breaking Benjamin, Stone Sour, Rob Zombie, Three Days Grace (older music), AFI, Chevelle, Disturbed, HIM, Hoobastank, Mudvayne, Drowning Pool, Staind, Godsmack, The Used, White Zombie, Finger Eleven, Hawthorne Heights, Crossfade, PIllar, Skillet, Panic! At The Disco, Bleed the Dream, Depeche Mode (everything from them... I'm a huge fan), U2 (particularly the older music but the newer music is good as well), and many more bands.
I don't know if anyone has seen this movie, but it seriously is one of the best movies out there! It's called Donnie Darko. I really can't explain it, but for bunnyin real... it's so fucking good! I loved it. Pay close attention though, or you won't get it.
If you ever want to IM me my screen names on AIM are darktearsoflove9 and drearysouls89. I usually log onto drearysouls89 so you have a better chance of getting me on that screen name than the other one. Oh yes... my hotmail sn is crimsontearsoflove9. Feel free to IM me! Thanks a lot!
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- I am a 19 year old girl (United States)
- I have 1,005 comments, 51 poems, 1 story
My Poetry
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the brittle anger and shame
that is constantly flowing through our veins -
Acting like I’m not there
But instead treat me as faded ghost come back to haunt you. -
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The shadows are moving across the walls
the demons are crawling quietly across the floor
My Stories
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Chapter 1
The day had turned out just the way I liked them... cold, gray, and rainy. The thunder rumbled low in the sky, as the lightning seemed to dance across the gray ink2343 lines, 5 comments, June 21, 2004. In <200 lines, Depression
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Shakari on December 11, 2005Well, your author page, I like the lyrics and everything on it, and your favorite bands. Your quotes are very true for the most part. Also, we all have to vent every once and a while. I hope that all is well!
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lostchildofwho on November 9, 2005hi. a few months ago i wrote this poem called "And Life Goes On...Part 1". well you seemed to like it, and i wrote Part 2, so ya know, just in case ya wanna drop by and check it out...
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Hope Has Fallen on September 13, 2005Hey! I miss you too... wow, its been a freaking long time since we've talked... I suck at keeping in touch dont i... sorry... i should email you more and stuff... and its fine that you havent written back yet, i'm sure youve had a lot of crap going on... Well i hope everythings been getting better for you... i'll definately email you soon... take care... talk to you later *hugs*
love ya
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FaLL3nStar on September 10, 2005hey this is xxTheUsedFanxx..I finally finished that poem along with another!
Thanx for commenting! MCR IS HAWT LOL!!!
ps..u write awesome poetry.
