Dying-emotions• Show poetry

Well hello there... I'm kirsty, with a million nicknames but kirsty does nicely =]

My poems may not be good in some peoples opinions, but i dont write to be good at it. I write to get rid of built up emotions, it's the only way i know how to express myself. If people like them, well then thats just a bonus!

I'm a very easy going laid back person, who cracks the odd joke. I'm way to sarcastic, and if you dont understand my sense of humour then i'm bound to ofend you, but with no intentions of doing so.

I play guitar (well in the process of learning to). I also love this thing called music! It rocks my socks.

Most people don't know me very well. I ramble on way to much so you have to tell me to shut up. I stand up for what i belive in. I'm a complete push over, i know people walk all over me, but hey i'm no good at saying no. I'm trying to work on that. I'm extremely indecisive! I'm so bad at making decisions. I feel guilty so so so so so easily, it's just stupid how easily! I'm really senstive but people have no clue of that as i just hide my emotions and feelings away...

Life hasnt always been the best. I'm working on the trying to make the most of it, and keeping a smile on my face...



Crimson tears fall down so heavily. Carving this message deep within how do I do this to myself? Forever trying to hide the wounds, they just wont heal. I’m unable to admire what I see in the mirror, I just see the problems I possess. I’m screaming under my breath, I cant make any sense. My head is banging, my body is breaking, my heart is pounding. I’m screaming for something. I’m all alone, I cant take this I’m just going to break, and what if I just laughed it off in your face. As I break I’m falling to the floor. This ever lasting pain drives me insane, take this depression away. Just take me away, show me my escape close me off from reality. There’s not a lot that I feel I should share, as they wont make sense of this. I feel no need to let them in, I wouldn’t be able to handle the complexities they bring. Hide your self now, behind that smile.