Dukeshorts• Show poetry

im 16 i live in this shitty place called texas. born in cali. i used to party alot .none of my friends truly know me. if you read my poems you will know more deep things about me than anyone else.i have a myspace comment if you want it . one day i will die by suicide. so before that day i want to live my life on the edge try everything im real crazy .o and i LOVE RAVING idk anything else ask.




Dukeshorts.
Dreading her friends and all the lies.
Undecided on her decision to die.
Knowing the pain she covers up with hollister and fitch.
Even her friends pitch a bitch.

Starting to careless.
Her thoughts are going a-miss.
Oh, how she wants that boy to stop.
Regretting all those pills she popped.
That night she remembers so well.
She remembers the night he put her life threw hell..
cp-amanda





[X] I'm single
[ ]I'm in a relationship
[x }I've had someone cheat on me.
[x_] I've gone on a blind date.
[X] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[] I miss someone right now.
[x] have a fear of commitment.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[X] I've cheated in a relationship.
[x] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them
[ x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x }i've been molested and/or raped repeatdly by sumone i knew Sexuality
[X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x }I've had a crush on a teacher
[] I am a cuddler.
[X] I love to flirt.
[X]I've been kissed in the rain. =]
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[_]I am a terrible liar.
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X}I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[}I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[X}I've been in a fist fight.
[_] I've been arrested.
[ }I've shopliftedDrugs/Alcohol
[X}I've consumed alcohol.
[X] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ }I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ }I take anti-depressants.
[x] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose
[X] I'm addicted to self harm
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.

Death and Suicide
[] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone i no has attempted suicide
{X] ive attempted suicide...

PART TWO:SLUT/MAN WHORE:
[X] own more than 10 minishorts
[X] have kissed more than 2 people in one night
[X] have been called a slut
[X] like to drink
[X] ever wear low cut shirts
[X] have been called a tease
[] Flirt with every girl or guy!
[_] love the opposite sex
[x] Go to parties/sleepovers at least once a week
[_] own 5 tube tops
[x] Sit on the opposites lap
[X] you kiss because you think its fun

: 1PART THREE:JOCK:
[_] Own at least 5 jerseys
[x] Have 10 or more trophies
[_] Wear hair in ponytail like everyday
[] Love sports
[] Own 5 or more sweatpants
[_]Hardly wear makeup
[_] Have / had played lacrosse
[X] Play more than 2 sports
[X]Can play a sport if you?ve never played it before
[X] You play/ played Basketball on a team
[X] You play/ played baseball-softball on a team
[X] You play/ played soccer on a team
[X] You run/ran track
[_]You play/ played football on a team
[_] Been called a jock
[_] Have set a record
[_] Are friends with your coach/pe teacher
[] Love watching sports
[X]can do 15 pushups without getting tired