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Well..Thanks for stopping by..
I'm tasha!....
I could tell you some stuff about me...
I dont see much point getting out of bed anymore infact i dont even go out unless i
have too....I've just screwed up 16 years of my life by some waste of space taking my innocence, Yeah it really pisses me off.....And now im nearly 3months pregnant looking forward to bringing a life into this world just scared!!!
Okay, maybe, just maybe, there's another part of me, another girl, that lives deep inside of me. And maybe every once in awhile she cuts loose and does things that would blow some peoples minds. But if you ever mention her, or anything she might have done tonight, to another person, I will completely deny knowing anything about her.
Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.
Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten time more.
Anyone out there who's going through a hard time.....Dont let the barstards get you down.
Show them your stronger and don't rise to their level.I did and it didn't get me far.
Feel free to leave an honest opionon
۞..´*• (*•.¸--¸.•*´)•*´. . * ۞
۞. Welcome 2 my page . ۞
۞.•..*(¸.•*´-`*•.¸)`*..• . ۞ The exit so near yet so far away
۞۩۞۩۩۞۩۩۞۩۩۞۩۩۞۩۩۩۞
Well..Thanks for stopping by..
I'm tasha!....
I could tell you some stuff about me...
I dont see much point getting out of bed anymore infact i dont even go out unless i
have too....I've just screwed up 16 years of my life by some waste of space taking my innocence, Yeah it really pisses me off.....And now im nearly 3months pregnant looking forward to bringing a life into this world just scared!!!
Okay, maybe, just maybe, there's another part of me, another girl, that lives deep inside of me. And maybe every once in awhile she cuts loose and does things that would blow some peoples minds. But if you ever mention her, or anything she might have done tonight, to another person, I will completely deny knowing anything about her.
Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.
Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten time more.
Anyone out there who's going through a hard time.....Dont let the barstards get you down.
Show them your stronger and don't rise to their level.I did and it didn't get me far.
Feel free to leave an honest opionon
- Last seen on Nov 26 3:14 PM. Member since March 26.
- I'm a supertopaz delight poet for 67 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "thinking again".
- I am a 16 year old girl (United Kingdom)
- I have 67 comments, 48 poems, 4 journals
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This baby.......
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The deep pain she holds inside,
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word's from a paedophile's mother
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I was over the moon when i found out.....and worried at the same time..STILL AM! family have been great..Just not the dad.In the beggining he told me to get rid.....And now his asking to see scan pics..Its all confusing...He cant be around for the baby for some reasons i wont go into..But thats all i want is for babNovember 14, 100 words. → Make first comment?
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August 31, In Adult, Life, My own personal thoughts, Pain, Personal, Sexual abuse. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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It's funny how much can change in just a week. Just when i thought i couldnt take anymore and my life was at it's peak, He walks right back into my life, Telling me he wants me to be his wife. I know nothing is perfect and i know nothing is right...But it's time to look ahead.June 19, In Thoughts. → Make first comment?
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Sumdumho : Fantastic writing! on July 10My life is pretty messed up too so I can relate all too well to a lot of your writing! Stay strong.
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XxLuckyxX on June 24just wanted to stop by and say hi. so.....hi
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XXWolfOfInsanityxX on March 26Why thank you and you do the same.
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XXWolfOfInsanityxX on March 26Welcome to allpoetry. I am sure you will love it here. I hope you meet a lot of nice new people that can relate to your pain
