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Denying my truth

this world is lame

can we try on another?

  • Last seen on Jul 25 4:46 PM 2006. Member since May 9, 2004.
  • I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 372 comments.
  • My mood is , and quote is ""deep in the fiction we live"".
  • I am a girl (United States)
  • I have 372 comments, 21 poems

My Poetry

1 - 4 of 21   Show all Search
  • yellow roses,
    all i saw,
    12 lines, 2 comments, February 17, 2006. In Love
  • slipping under
    slipping out
    21 lines, 3 comments, March 20, 2005. In Dark, Angst
  • blare the radio
    lock the door
    18 lines, 7 comments, January 25, 2005. In Lyrics, Angst
  • i love you and hate you more than you can ever kno
    tell me which one you want...
    31 lines, 4 comments, December 20, 2004. In Love, Angst

Guest Book

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  • mymymyohface on June 17, 2006
    the truth?
    i lied one huge lie.
    i'm not asking you to forgive me.
    just forget about me.
    i know i hurt you.
    but i rather it be this way than any other.
    atleast you never saw me
    and fell in love with me.
    i meant every word i said to you
    but erase them all please.
    i'm not worth your time.
    i'm fucked up and i've taken away 2 years of your life.
    i'm sorry.
    who knows why i did the lie i told
    but i never thought you'd understand.
    and i still don't think you would.
    so i'm going to disappear forever.
    and i hope you have a great life.
    and i know you'll find the one for you.
    you're an amazing girl.
    why wouldnt you?
  • mymymyohface on November 29, 2005
    ok so i deleted my myspace i never used it and it wasn't worth it jsut to talk to you and holly when i can do that anyways you know? ummmm so yeah and then i get on here FINALLY and you havent been on since october! what's up with that it's like almost december!
  • josh-13 on March 17, 2005
    What is your name? Joshua Shaw
    How old are you? 20
    When is your Birthday? nov 7
    What is your zodiac sign? scorpio
    Where were you born? ca
    What color eyes do you have? green, with gold around the pupil
    What color hair do you have? Blonde
    How tall are you? 6"
    How much do you weigh? 170
    What is your race? Im white…
    !!Do you’s!!
    Do you own a pair of converses? yes
    Do you own a pair of dickies? yes
    Do you like biting? depends on who
    Do you masturbate? Tried to quit, never works
    Do you watch pornography? I quit...realy...Umm…
    Do you have any self-inflicted scars? yes
    Do you stand for originality and creativity? Yup
    Do you like meeting new people? Depends
    Do you believe in love at first sight? Ya, When I go to the mall, I fall in love at least 50 times before I leave
    Do you own a car? not yet
    Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows? Yup
    Do you own more than two pair of jeans? 3
    Do you take your anger out on other people? yes…
    Do you blame other people for your mistakes? no, Just tests like this
    Do you believe that you can be possessed? Yes, I've been through it.
    Do you ever get jealous of somebody else? yes, try not to
    Do you suffer from depression disorder? yup
    Do you smoke? y
    Do you drink? n
    Do you cuss? Fuck no, Never
    Do you use drugs? I've been sober for 9 months, Yay
    Do you play in a band or play an instrument? Guitar, bass, Skin fluit
    Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings? both

    Favorites!!
    What is your favorite game? Hungry-hungry hippos of corse
    What is your favorite movie? SLC PUNK, The Nightmare Before Christmas, the passion, Zombie horror films
    Who is your favorite band? officer negative
    What is your favorite song? Star benieth the stairs, AFI
    What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?Poe, Bible, tatoo magazine, savage
    What is your favorite color? Red an black, Green, And flame blue
    What is your favorite food? You
    What is your favorite drink? coffie
    !!Have you evers!!
    Have you ever pierced a body part yourself? All my piercings
    Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?not beg but panhandle
    Have you ever had to make stuff up for no good reason? not realy
    Have you ever been kicked out of your parent’s house? Yes
    Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude? YUP
    Have you ever vomit while making out? Once, But I was really drunk, And she tried to lick my stomach
    Have you held a job for less than a day? Yes, I quit
    Does the world piss you off? everyday
    Have you been to jail, yet? luckley not
    Are your clothes held together with safety pins? only half of them
    Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color? Green, Blue, Purple, Orange, Yellow, Red, Black, Any color you can name.
    Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way? Mohawk Doesnt count right?
    Have you ever tried to commit suicide? Yes, I failed
    Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else? Yes
    Have you ever or will you ever steal? no, I have
    !!Random questions!!
    What is your worst fear?Lonlieness,
    Are you dependable and/or trustworthy? To everyone but myself
    If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?jack the ripper, Joe ball, bundie, The zodiac killer, Pogo the clown, Dommer, manson, Theres so many to choose from
    If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be? In the messiest way possible
    Are you evil? Um, no, yes ,ne
    Are you a paranoid person? Why are you asking? Are You one of Them???????!?!??!?
    Are you obsessive and/or compulsive? depends
    Are you a violent person? I can be, sometimes
    Would you ever kill yourself or someone else? ????
    Are you a virgin? I wish, oh Um I mean ya,..
    Are you kinky? Some think so lol
    Are you hyperactive person? at night
    Are you religious? No religion failed, I believe In jesus, But thats a relationship, not a religion
    Does pain turn you on? Oh god yess
    What do you like most about life? Thats a hard one, music, death
    What do you dislike most about life? The whole life part
  • Broken Raven on November 13, 2004
    Holy crap..I just randomly clicked on a name and this is what I got...reading the page, I find that you have an awesome taste in bands! Until recently I had the same background...but yeah..I gotta see how you write now!

    Broken Raven

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