Deeply.desturbed• Show poetry

i've been through alot...
abused
used
abandoned
unloved
for rich and for...poor
not fitting in
depression
anxiety
step parents
ect

i have always told i seemed old for my age
people call me an old soul
i havent posted my good peotry, cause i loose all of it...
i have been reading since i was three and writting poetry since i was 4
i dont have a dad
i know pain, it cuts deep

i sing opera, ride horses and write

a shadow is your dirty deeds, that dont wash off with pitty
a shadow is all your fears..and all you wish wasnt behind you
a shadow is what i live in every single day
i just wish you loved me, to take it all away...

i like music

i like acting,i sing i've been in quite a few productions

i resist the feed

i love scott westerfeld

i think i can speak abit of finnish...

i love coldplay(oh yeah!and im proud!), the killers, bat for lashes, and any good indie band


indie bands r amazing because if they arnt well known, you feel like you have your own special connection with someone, and the music is better if you have to try harder and dont have fame


yes i read twilight. a little bit embarassing, but lets face it...teen vampires are hot!


i wish i could cut myself...really...sometimes i wish i could have thtat release...but im just a lazy chicken

i wish i could stick with ana long enough to loose something!

i wish i didnt have to wish...

"let them eat cake"-marie antoinette

dont try to make homemade lipgloss out of fish oil and chocolate...and if u do, dont mikrowave it or make people wear it...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I'm~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~F ucked up~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I nsecure~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~N eurotic~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~E motional~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~See im just F.I.N.E.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i watch fringe!!!!house!!!csi!!ncis, bones,glee, but NO reality shows

taylor swift haters unite!!!!

im me..if you can't deal, get out of this black jack game!!!

just tell me you love me...because it takes i alll away




AP family:
Missy.Mitts=Evil Step Sister!

lucky number=13!!!



if ya wanna be in my AP family let me kno!
jews ruuuuullleeee!

height:5'6

gender:girl
eyes:blueish greenish gray
skin pale
hair:blonde, curly
favourite subject:english if its taught right
least favourite subject:math
gifted?:yes
lonely?:check
unloved?:check
emotional wreck?:check
misunderstood?:tell me about it!
mood;(

Don't Label Me
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I'm Not A Soup Can!

i want it all to end. all of it.


i have loved (trully and really not hollywood stuff) many,but never seem to get it returned.

could you be my shining knight? through all the darkness and shadows?


and thats all for now