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What> I Feel About Fat?
First I want to tell you this write is very graphic. You may not want to read it and that is okay. I wrote it to help others know that they are not alone. What I am writing is what I have been hiding for years. It is hard for me to write this and yet I have to face up or I will die and not get out of bed again. I am at least three hundred pounds overweight. Being this big has so many things I hate. I barely can walk and sometimes the fat takes my talk. My voice starts becoming horse and raspy. No one can understand what I say when it is that way. I have no control of my body and that is hard to admit to.
If I have to go to the bathroom I have to pull myself out of bed as I huff and puff and hold on the wall. I hope I get to the bathroom on time and not leave pieces all over the floor. How embarrassing that I am not in control of me. Thank God my husband helps me and cleans my mess. He takes good care of me and that is true - I am blessed.
God is number one in my life and my husband Is number two and then comes my family and you.
Ashamed of who I am and I say: "Where is you best friend - me?" I am lost as I lost me in this humongous body, oh my. I am committed at losing this weight I cry!
Pain, Pain is what you get as I am on my way down. The stretchy skin comes back and the sore muscles hurt and create so much pain and I have to learn to walk again. My face is blown out of proportion, my arms are big too. My legs are as big as your waist with many skin folds. Embarrassing so I cover my body so you can not see or stay in my room and hide me.
My breathing becomes hard to do as I whizz through the day. I have to be committed or my life will go away.
I have a chance to help others and myself, as I share my story with you. We can support each other to get thin again.
I am bed bound and never get up except to go to potty. What a horrible existence to lay down your life. Not be all you can be and live to die and not ask why? Now I am going to have my fat die to live and I no longer have to cry and be sad as I can take a stand for me.
I am worth it and so are you and I invite you to join The WEIGHT LOSS SUPPORT GROUP today! allpoetry.com/Application/1154235
Then hand in hand we WILL BE ALL THAT WE CAN BE! No matter what you choose know that if you need a friend IM me and I will be there for you till the end.
God loves you and so do I!
Jan 23rd, 2005
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JOIN "A Christian Weightloss Support CLICK HERE:
allpoetry.com/Application/1154235
What> I Feel About Fat?
First I want to tell you this write is very graphic. You may not want to read it and that is okay. I wrote it to help others know that they are not alone. What I am writing is what I have been hiding for years. It is hard for me to write this and yet I have to face up or I will die and not get out of bed again. I am at least three hundred pounds overweight. Being this big has so many things I hate. I barely can walk and sometimes the fat takes my talk. My voice starts becoming horse and raspy. No one can understand what I say when it is that way. I have no control of my body and that is hard to admit to.
If I have to go to the bathroom I have to pull myself out of bed as I huff and puff and hold on the wall. I hope I get to the bathroom on time and not leave pieces all over the floor. How embarrassing that I am not in control of me. Thank God my husband helps me and cleans my mess. He takes good care of me and that is true - I am blessed.
God is number one in my life and my husband Is number two and then comes my family and you.
Ashamed of who I am and I say: "Where is you best friend - me?" I am lost as I lost me in this humongous body, oh my. I am committed at losing this weight I cry!
Pain, Pain is what you get as I am on my way down. The stretchy skin comes back and the sore muscles hurt and create so much pain and I have to learn to walk again. My face is blown out of proportion, my arms are big too. My legs are as big as your waist with many skin folds. Embarrassing so I cover my body so you can not see or stay in my room and hide me.
My breathing becomes hard to do as I whizz through the day. I have to be committed or my life will go away.
I have a chance to help others and myself, as I share my story with you. We can support each other to get thin again.
I am bed bound and never get up except to go to potty. What a horrible existence to lay down your life. Not be all you can be and live to die and not ask why? Now I am going to have my fat die to live and I no longer have to cry and be sad as I can take a stand for me.
I am worth it and so are you and I invite you to join The WEIGHT LOSS SUPPORT GROUP today! allpoetry.com/Application/1154235
Then hand in hand we WILL BE ALL THAT WE CAN BE! No matter what you choose know that if you need a friend IM me and I will be there for you till the end.
God loves you and so do I!
Dawn
Jan 23rd, 2005
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It does not matter what type of program you choose to lose weight - you can share it with us an we can choose.
The number one importance is doing it and praying and allowing the good Lord to give you the wisdom and strenght to do it and once you have met your goal - you will realize you will stay there and NOT GAIN IT ALL BACK!
God loves you and so do I!
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Divorce! Who is getting a divorce
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When I was a child I was so loud and made so much noise everyone told me to be quite, not to speak so loud. Now I do not like to speak at all.522 lines, 4 comments, October 13, 2001. In <200 lines, Inspirational -
My step mom, Mom Mina, died today.
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Virginia Logsdon : I love your author page!It is so full of warmth and spiritualality! on September 15, 2008The angels in the sky are so lovely!
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smonte19124 on October 27, 2006You are one of God's Annointed people. Your efforts to help others avoid your situation while attempting to change yourself can be greatly applauded. You are in my prayers and it is my desire to be a part of your group as I too have struggled with weight loss and gain most my life. At 13 I weighted 89 pounds and was 5ft. 7in. already. Crying about being tall and skinny well they say God answers prayers that was the last time I was small. LOL I look forward to hearing from you and keep the faith. Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. Hebrews 10:1, God Bless, Jo-Ann
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BonnieQ on July 13, 2006Dawn, The Three Sister leaders-- Bonnie aka BonnieQ, Joanne aka thelordreigns, and Debby aka Debbysmiles-- invite you to join Arrant Faith, a small extreme Christian flock. You can read our Statement of Faith at allpoetry.com/Arrant%20Faith where there also is a link to the group's application. We would love too see you with us.
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earthstar on June 29, 2006hi i am sorry you are hurting we all our human beings pain is pain nor is it any fun. you have a big heart. i cut my arm the first sat of june almost meet the maker i cut my tendon an blood artery i only have one left in my arm it looks kind of sick right now it my left arm. now it has not such a nice scar on it. i can use my arm god given us a promise he there in hard times he will not leave or forsake us. if there any thing i can do to he help i will i have breathing troubles asmatha this is a tough time of year so i know about huffing and puffying. thanks for sharing your story now i do not feel so alone. we all have our battles and trials i love the poem you wrote i would love you to be in my family take care lots of love brenda
