Hey,
my name is connie jo, but i perfer you to call me CJO. if thats not to much to ask. i listen to heavy/death metal. like New.(consume). i absoulutly love new consume. but anyways. i am in love. and i have to hide it to an extent. from the person i love. it makes me sad. but i am going to have to just deal with it. because the person i love is in a band, and he is trying to have fun in life. and fun to me is him. yah that is sad. i love him and he so doesn't even know it. but i am happy at the same time.
i am moving, i don't know where yet. more than likely to attica but i have also decided to move to where i am closer to school. i wanna go to ivy tech for buisness and sociology and psycology. sounds fun. so i might move to lfayette. talk about partys twenty four freakin seven. im excitied.
i have slowly been writing. but it takes forever. i can't find the words to say, because i think all the drugs are eating away at my unique abilities. lol. but it is taking me some time. to much partying at NEW CONSUMES house on the weekends, and for some reason i don't have to write down what i feel because i can tell my cousin, he listens to me. all the time and he really doesn't have to because he has a busy life. i mean being in a band and all who would have time, in between getting laid and playing shows. lol. he is the greatest. but i have so much fucking fun, its awesome. but i want to say one more thing.
i love weed,
i love sex,
i love DD.
and i love New.(consume)
o and i love my friends.
But i love my poetry. love always
CJO!$@#@@@
- Last seen on Jan 17 1:44 PM 2008. Member since January 18, 2005.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 141 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "lets cry and **** the day away".
- I am a girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a partier.
- I have 141 comments, 66 poems
My Poetry
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among all the words i say to you,
i love you hurts the most -
it hurts to know you work so hard to forget,
and they re emerge one day34 lines, August 17, 2006. In Personal -
and than it doesn't matter,
b/c i love him and he doesn't even know -
to get away from all of the world,
its a feeling i can not explain37 lines, August 14, 2006. In Personal
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musiccityinc on January 26, 2006dude dude dude check my new shiznit out man.. CHECK IT ONE 2.
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mommysgirl on December 21, 2005Sike, Hey girl I like your front page alot lol
. You know im here for you b/c if i wasnt i would have never of forgivin you and you know that, but you know that im a sweet person and i have a sweet heart and i forgive even the worse things people say bout me. You know that I care bout you and you can talk to me if you need someone to talk to. You know you can cry on my soulder to if need be. !!!! -
darkenddstar on December 21, 2005hey i am back and in the greatest mood now these days. Plz, if you read any of my poems comment on them. and thanks love yah all. piece out!
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skitza on October 13, 2005Hiya.. sorry I can't IM you.
Well, it's nice to meet you.. but stop being naughty and get back to your class. Trust me, I've learnt from that shit.
skitza
