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My name is Rebecca here is who I am:
I am a 18 year old who is no longer lost in this world all alone.
I am no longer a cutter who doesnt know when enough is enough.
I am hopeful person who has find friends.
I am me.

What is said in my poems is not what I will do any time in the near future!!!




"The Last Night"

You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie.

[Chorus:]
This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be.
The last night you'll spend alone,
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go,
I'm everything you need me to be.

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie.

[Chorus]

The last night away from me

[Bridge:]
The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand I will help you hold on
Tonight,
Tonight.

[Chorus]

I won't let you say goodbye,
I'll be your reason why.

The last night away from me,
Away from me.


My life

Scars

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down, and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around, why don't you just go home?
Cause you chanelled all your pain, and I can't help you fix yourself
You're makin me insane, all I can say is ..

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And the scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once, against my own advice
I saw you goin down but you never realized
That you're drowning in the water, so I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature, tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And the scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down, and I just wanna be alone
You shoulda never come around, why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water, and I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open, but you didn't understand
But you didn't understand ..

Go fix yourself!!

I can't help you fix yourself, but at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself, but at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life!

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And the scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And the scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

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She Was Only 5..this is sad!
Body: Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound

Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endure

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly cries
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking?"

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless piece of !

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up"
At the small little house"
Then quickly barged in"
Everything quiet as a mouse"

One officer slowly"
Opened a door"
To find the little girl"
Lying dead on the floor"

It must have been bad"
To go through so much harm"
But at least she died"
With her best friend in her arms"

A child dies every day from child abuse. And if you have an ounce of pity in you for Auroura (the little girl), and you hate child abuse with a passion, you will repost this and help out those abused children,and let them know that someone cares for them. It doesn't take that long only about 10 seconds so please just do it."
she was only 5 and never loved ...