Dark-dreams• Show poetry

        you're entering my present...and my fragmented, captured past                              
                             
                             

        this is me...
                             
                          this is my diary

   
i havent written in a while...i want to...need to...write again
   

                                     
                            [ if i just breathe.. .]

"somewhere to love somewhere to breathe somewhere to call my sanctuary"


[? sraettahw ]

                               

                 
                 -[ i'll try to forgive...but i'll never forget ]-


   




                 
silent shores of memories
graffiti-ed
with the holograms
of darkness...


only a shadow
will become the ebony void
once the ecstasy vanishes ...


...once the loneliness
takes hold
grasps tightly...
and
casts me away from my shores of intoxicated exhilaration...



in my hours of
raptured elation
when i can only laugh -

is
when my silent shores become loud with laughter

( and those black shadows disappear )







but once the momental trance
of
ecstatic bliss
erases



that ebony void returns

and multiplies...  

 

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  we are shooting stars
meeting by the touch of fate

-like a flare of hope
a fire of dreams
burning with ecstatic anticipation...

like a will for a second chance
-a devouring of despair...

a glance of faith
a glimpse of eternity

like a passing fuel of life

shooting through the fading stars
in an ocean of night
         
together in unison
(as one)

streaming across the sky...

and in a flash
we are gone

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my poetry _


(back then i dont have a style.....i just write what comes out of me......what i feel......at that point in time...as long as there is a pen and paper.....i write.....i spill everything out here......it's almost like my personal diary.....and not many people that actually know me, know me (if u know what i mean...)
if you like rhyming poem.....you might find some here......rhyming sounds good...but i like free flow because.....it's more like thoughts.....feeling from inside.....
but i do write rhymes...when i'm in a good mood.....starring into space.....or just want to write......

i used to write poetry to keep me sane [i still do - and always will]......~......(and i guess my piano keeps me sane too because when i play it flows.....like poetry......)
                             
                             
                             
(and now like my age, my poetry too has matured (or so i'd like to think)...in a tiny sense i'm sought of grasping onto a personal style...a little less scattered and a little more structured, but still completely me


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me _
       

(back then i thought)             i'm still little lost at the moment.......i want to be found.....
i dream too much......i get reality mixed up with fantasy because i spend too much time in the world i designed for myself to escape the harsh prison called life......

i think i live in a world that is screwed up big time (reality) and my mind hasn't seen regulations...there's so many doors in the path of my life.....i'm not sure if i've opened any... and i can see them slowly disappearing.....and as i walk up to them, they slam in my face...



                           ... *sigh*
             


(and now, 5 years later...i think i've been found)  ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

                         


                                 i've changed.


                                   

                                           [this corporate phase ]
                             
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_THANKX_ for everyone's comments on my poetry! =] i really appreciate it! and i always return the favour