Dark fairie69• Show poetry

People care the most about money, and fancy things. Well something I have learned in the past few days is money and fancy things are nothing but objects. The most precious thing in the world is LIFE. LOVE. SANITY. because no matter what you have, if you dont have each other life is hell. So what I think I am trying to say is anything is possible if you have each other. and if you dont, well, your torn to pieces. many people dont understand that if you dont have love, you will never find happieness. so count your lucky stars people, cuz I have very few of them. I had to figure out the hard way.

I am a fifteen year old girl that lives in Illinois. My heart has left me again, but it comes back every weekend or so..... I am a recovered addict of many things. I am a totally changed person from what I was a two years ago. I was a cheater, a liar, and a theft. I destroyed the things that meant the most to me. I cheated my way through life, and hid from all of my problems with anything I could get my hands on. I lied about the simplest things so I could get my way, not only to my family but to my friends as well. I never stole personal items from people, but only the things that could walk away on their own. Boyfriends, friends in general. I suppose I just wanted to fit in but I know now that you fit in by being you. Two years ago I did not know who ME was. I guess my point of this is I am sorry for everything I did and I dont expect an apology back or an its okay, because nobody should be sorry for anything they ever did to me because no matter what it was, I deserved every bit of it. I deserved to get a few broken hearts and ass beatings. I dont even expect anyone to forgive me, because now I know what its like to be treated like shit. I just want to say thank you for showing me reality. And if you still want to give me a chance to prove myself It would be greatly appreciated.
I LOVE SHAUN FIELDS!
~Kaycee Cox~
I LOVE YOU JANELLE
~favorite quotes~
*I wrote your name one the bullet so you would know what was going through my head when I died
*one night the moon said to me "if love makes you cry, why dont you leave your lover?" I looked up at the moon and said "would you leave your sky?"
*have you ever laid in bed wishing that you woke up the next morning to "she's not gonna make it"
*get a rope tie it tight make a loop dont make it loose hang me up take my chair walk away dont stop and stare
*love is where you fall asleep in each others arms and wake up in each others dreams
*i have fallen for you and I dont want to get up
*I knew you were to good to be true
*if everyone was blind would you look the same?
*a heart is like an old toy if you play with it to much it breaks and its impossible to repair
*never explain yourself your friends wont need it and your enimies wont believe it
*a friend is someone who can see the truth and pain when you are fooling everyone else
*hoping for the best knowing the worst will happen
*the more you suffer the more it shows you care..The Offspring
*I never led on that I was on a sinking ship/I never led on that I was down..Smashing Pumpkins
*There is no sun without shadow and its essential to know night..Albert Camus
*I miss the comfort in being sad..Kurt Cobain
*Love is an act of blood and I am bleeding a pool in the shape of a heart.. Dram Theater
*Love is Suicide.. Smashing Pumpkins
*Failure is just a part of it/no matter how hard I try/ making a mess of my whole life.. hate dept.
*sometimes the things you complain the most about are he things you care the most about ...unfortunately you dont always know that before its too late
*often its the most deserving people who cant help but love the people who destroy them
*when I look into your eyes there is nothing to see..nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me
*I never want anyone else to get the chance to see how truely amazing you are
*I'm not saying I cant live without you I just dont want to

~favorite songs~
PINK FLOYD
*wish you were here
*comfortably numb
METALLICA
*i stand alone
PEARL JAM
*where could my baby be
RED HOT CHILLIE PEPPERS
*scar tissue
*californiacation
*other side
LIMP BISCUT
*behind blue eyes
CANDLEBOX
*cover me
*mistake
SYSTEM OF A DOWN
*lonley day
*chop suey
DISTURBED
*down with the sickness
FLYLEAF
*so sick
THREE DOORS DOWN
*here without you
*loser
HINDER
*better than me
*lips of an angel
*get stoned
THREE DAYS GRACE
*no home
*gone forever
*animal
*i hate everything about you
NICKLEBACK
*leader of men
*if everyone cared
*hero
*animals
*rock star
LYNARD SKYNARD
*tuesdays gone
*free bird
*simple man
EVERLAST
*what its like
OASIS
*wonderwall
GOO GOO DOLLS
*iris
TEN YEARS
*wasteland
*through the iris
MARCY PLAYGROUND
*sex and candy
THIRTY SECONDS TO MARS
*attack
AVRIL LAVIGNE
*losing grip
BLIND MELON
*tones of home
*mouthful of cavities
*soul one
*soup
*no rain
*change
*walk
BUCKCHERRY
*crazy bitch
*i love the cocain
NIRVANA
*smells like teen spirit
*heart shaped box
*come as you are
CHEVELLE
*send the pain below
SHERAL CROW
*if it makes you happy
CROSSFADE
*cold
*colors
*dead skin
EAGLES
*hotel california
FUEL
*bad day
INCUBUS
*drive
MUDVAYNE
*happy
*dreams
*twisted and distorded
PORTISHEAD
*scortch
*wondering stars
SEVENDUST
*face to face
STAIND
*zoe jane
*so far away
*mudshovel
*its been awhile
*on the outside
STONESOUR
*through the glass
*bother
STONE TEMPLE PIOLETS
*black hole sun
*half the man I used to be
VENOM MESE
*strung out
WALLFLOWERS
*one head light
SMILE EMPTY SOUL
*do it for the drugs
TOM PETTY
*roll another joint
*last dance with mary jane
DHT
*listen to your heart
DAINTY KAIN
*show stoppin
FERGIE
*london bridge
*fergolicious
TO SHORT
*betty blow job
ALLIAH
*try again
*sunshine
CYPRISS HILL
*hits from the bong
GWEN STEFANI
*crash
*hella good
*hey baby
*hollaback girl
*dont speak
GENIE ORTEGA
*crowded
LIL JOHN
*da blow
LIL WYTE
*my smokin song
*oxycotten
LUDACRIS
*water fall
*get back
RIAHNNA
*we ride
TUPAC
*come with me
*dear mama
USHER
*you got it bad
*yeah