I like to write poems which are are written from the heart,play
softball, talk on the phone, chill with friends, spend time with family, draw, swim, and drive around. These past few years have been tuff on me. March of 2003 I lost my Uncle Dean due to cancer, an that's what really inspired me to write. Then 6 months and 7 days later,we recieved a phone call saying my 15 year old cousin Dustin had been in a car accident an didn't make it. Just a year later, my favorite aunt was diagnosed with some type of cancer. I watched her slowly and painfully get sicker and sicker. I remember 2 days before she passed, I was sitting in the room with her. She shook her head and was like Tina Tina Tina. I asked her what? She said this hurts, I said what hurts? She told me her heart did. I wanted to so badly with all my heart tell her I love her and will miss her, but I couldn't remind her that she was dieing. Christmas morning, the day we were all suppose to go up there, we got a phone call. Right away,I knew...My dear Aunt Loretta passed away. It hurt so much to see my ma cry for the first time. My ma was really close to her sister.My world changed from that moment on. I never believed that saying, "Death comes in three's!" BUT now I do.My Aunt Loretta is married to my Uncle Dean, so it's real hard to lose both of them, also, my cuz, that's their grandson.
Those who completes suicide dies once. Those left behind die a thousand deaths, trying to relive those terrible moments and understand...
WHY?
I'm a teen parent and proud of it!
softball, talk on the phone, chill with friends, spend time with family, draw, swim, and drive around. These past few years have been tuff on me. March of 2003 I lost my Uncle Dean due to cancer, an that's what really inspired me to write. Then 6 months and 7 days later,we recieved a phone call saying my 15 year old cousin Dustin had been in a car accident an didn't make it. Just a year later, my favorite aunt was diagnosed with some type of cancer. I watched her slowly and painfully get sicker and sicker. I remember 2 days before she passed, I was sitting in the room with her. She shook her head and was like Tina Tina Tina. I asked her what? She said this hurts, I said what hurts? She told me her heart did. I wanted to so badly with all my heart tell her I love her and will miss her, but I couldn't remind her that she was dieing. Christmas morning, the day we were all suppose to go up there, we got a phone call. Right away,I knew...My dear Aunt Loretta passed away. It hurt so much to see my ma cry for the first time. My ma was really close to her sister.My world changed from that moment on. I never believed that saying, "Death comes in three's!" BUT now I do.My Aunt Loretta is married to my Uncle Dean, so it's real hard to lose both of them, also, my cuz, that's their grandson.
Those who completes suicide dies once. Those left behind die a thousand deaths, trying to relive those terrible moments and understand...
WHY?
I'm a teen parent and proud of it!
- Last seen on Jan 29 7:09 PM 2007. Member since May 23, 2004.
- I'm a citrine experience poet for 170 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Live your life to the fullest.".
- I am a 17 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a student at OSHS.
- Visit my homepage at www.xanga.com/crzywytegurl01
- I have 170 comments, 51 poems
My Poetry
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One minute he was breathing and living
the life of a newborn,19 lines, 1 comment, March 2, 2006. In Sad -
Finding out I was going to be a mom at sixteen was
really hard to face. -
Again, she made an important choice to stop taking her
birth control behind her loving mother's back,33 lines, May 26, 2005. In Love
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Nance0007 on May 27, 2005Thank you for your comment. I feel that expressed correctly in writing, people may find that I am right. Ofcourse, meteral things mean something, but not the way people spend on fliverous things you can't take with you when you die.
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i heart halloween on December 4, 2004im sooo sorry for your loses. we should talk sometime, i think we could hva a lot in common. who do you play softball for? i play too in il for new lenox power. thanks for your comment by teh way!!
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just-me on May 24, 2004hey thanx.. sorry that i spelled it wrong.. really.. .. did you read my newest poem called this isnt goodbye.. that is about him too.. kindof... except the eighteen years part
