Cryin-girl• Show poetry

My name is Ashleigh. I like to dream as that is where i can visulise ideas of things to write about, i love writing anything peoms, storeys books, essays. I am a girl who has made alot of mistakes in her past, present and i defintly will in my futre, but i would not change that for a secound, as every mistake, every heartace, every pain is making me the person i will eventully become every bad memory is what gives me the will to become a better person and with out heartace no one has the abilty to learn to love life for the small things, those moments, those smiles, that laughter no matter how long it lasts there will still be there. There will always be light though the tunnel no matter how dim it may seem it will always be there you just have to search for it which i am currently teaching myself to do. I can be exetrmly complicated, emotional, angry, pissed of and bitchy at times but there are also times were the light is shineing bright and i have the courge to be who i am and who i want to be happy, funny, loud and laughing. Those small happy memories i will keep forever i will always hold onto them beacuse they are brighter then every dark memory no matter how vivid the pain is, i try think back to the times i had a trampoline my carefree, worry free life which i intend to live again, so i plan on living life to the fullest laghing the loudest and being who i am who i want to be not what pain makes us turn into so i will live life to the full have no regrets and laugh my way through life. I am not afraid to keep on living and i am not afraid to walk this world alone.